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2010-04-21T03:42:00.003-05:00

Bye bye my dead blogger...

Hello ONSUGAR .

MOVED to

( www.princessapple.onsugar.com )

find me there (:

everybody makes mistakes maahh ~

2010-04-12T12:08:00.003-05:00

Hello lovely normal ppl (:

im changing my blog soon . i knw my blog is soo like rojak (: i think im gonna make a new one soon (: well , Arie im done with yu . i just cant dun knw how to say about us anymore . well about this, i dont wish to elaborate . i just wanna thanks to my fellow bebeh for being there when i need yu . and my parents , i love yu eventhough i dun really talk much to yu guys . and my mum, yur the best among all mom to me . i love yu (: i hope this will be a lesson to me for learning the shit tht i have gone through. i hope tht this wont happend again , and this time, im gonnna be real hard! ((:

Im tired of trying ~

2010-04-09T14:56:00.005-05:00

YU CANT MAKE UP YUR MIND MIND MIND !!

PLEASE DON'T WASTE MY TIME TIME TIME !!

HAHAHAHA! Thanks! (:

Im baacck!

2010-04-07T23:52:00.011-05:00

Miss me ? LOL! sorry for the long M.I.A haha, was spending my time with my girlfriends(: sooo.. lets recap what happend last Tuesday(:

Last week ; slack with naf, Big mama and natasha. lol! i miss joyce so much!

Tuesday ; went to causeway meet my bouncer(tasha) just to pass somethings then met dee2 . Lepak2, suddenly everone went jiwang. lol! then bouncer agree to cam-whore wift me . yay! whoa .. so hard to take pic with her yu knw?!! but she agreed in the end(:then boncer need to chao . afterwhich Big mama came down , then all of us headed to BP to slack. at first was damn boring then Big mama bring us to play pool at her aunts condo. kk this part i loike(: i won the battle by both of them (((: lol! it was really fun! nak next time ??

Wednesday; Another battle of the day (: dee2 partner with me and Big mama with fame (her boyfie) first round tyco . they won , alaaa.. we champion give chance onli . second round we won ((: tie , then Big mama and her boyfie dun noe go where left me an dee2. headed to bpp to buy some stuff. then saw shariff . lol! he dyed his hair BLONDE! eeww not nice, not nice hehe. but still yur shorter than me :P lol! then headed back to my hse and slack2 . haha, "im okay2" cam-whored pics are below (: enjoy looking at my horrible hair (:

oh2 , before i forgot. i dye my hair black , well i dun like my previous colour blonde copper . eeeik! like got patches so i dyed black . my mama says i dun look like eurasian now , but mexican -.- pwffts . okay better than ... lol! forget it(: tomorrow is de class outings (: they change the plans not at east coast but at pasir ris -.- fucking near i tell yu! -.- anyways today is thursday , and i got no plans ): anyone wants to go out with me ?? lmfao!

last week (:

(Nat, Me , Joyce)

Wednesday(:

(bouncer and me)

Thursday

(ya'll ahh , lmfao !)

PEACE (:

WHOOPS!

2010-04-01T13:56:00.003-05:00

WHOOPPPS! hehe!

My blog is under maintanence :P

Sorry For de inconvinence ):

Temporary MOVED to

http://princessapple.onsugar.com/ ! :DD

helpless ,loneliness

2010-03-26T06:41:00.004-05:00

I really like yu as a friend, seriously yur very nice person and i really adores yu but dun get me wrong im not into guy right for now. having a relationship is totaly nt my time yet. haa .. im sad tht im single in a way im really happy tht im not availabe. infact i only loves to makes friends, just dun misunderstand me yea . huhu(: ehh , wait brb nak watch japanase drama movies again .

whee! im back! the movie is soo lomantik! thanks to Minn for choosing e drama-mama. guess what ?! my mama is treating me macs again! woo-hoooo! hehehe, let me see .. hmm , what shall i order? mac spicy or double cheeseburger??both sounds delicious // gawdd .. so hungry . haha, hopefully the mac rider wont ask me if im chinese or malay again -.-

i can't wait for saturday !! ( SCREAMS ) ARHHH!! hehehehe.

boo!

2010-03-25T13:03:00.004-05:00

Today is the day tht we are officially not together . i dun wanna elaborate. dun ask me why. it makes me sick .

Had a great outing with dee2 and friends, hahaha. very funny ppl(:

now is 3.30 am in the morning, and my eyes are widely open ! im bored ..

oh-wait a minute. im think im gonna watch japanese drama.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! hehehe, now is 5.30 am and i just finished watching this japanese drama! the 'tittle is Baby and I' very touching movie. its about this baby who change a bad teenager boy life . nice, touching (: go watch kae peeps (:

can't wait for saturday2! baby! haha(:

okehh , im wanna go for a jog ! any one wanna join? hahah. k lah .

wanna go maintain my body ! muahhahaha!

STOP!

2010-03-24T22:33:00.004-05:00

I MISS MY BEELYDANCE LESSONS ):

Just woke up, baaah. the clock now is 11.35 . so early, feel like sleeping again ((:

woke up and receive a mgs frm Arie, haiyayai . can yu cancel all yur plans?

pwfft. im off to town(: pape picits (:

sick

2010-03-24T09:38:00.006-05:00

Currently having a bad sore throat~ luckyly i got my life saver (ciggrates ) ((:

Grrrr .. just hate the feeling of being sick . ): i can feel tht im starting to have a fever ): My body was like a hot waffle yknw?! im proud tht i clean my house today(: nw mama is nt making noise because i clean the house ((:

gosh im stress! gotta help this monyet mok2 tasha to organise class outing. we're gonna have a bbq pit at pasir ris(: woohoo! so exited! mutarbak is sooo coming!! ((: aiyoo how to plan?? any idea? maybe we throw a BIG party (: its on the 9th of april . still long2 way too go .. ahahahaaa (:

just knw Arie sis called me , she told me tht its best for me to not meet him everytime. if possible meet him only during weekends. reasons , dun need reasons. i knw wht she meant. -.- hmph, best if we should not meet at all right ? pwffts. im having bad moods now a daes. want to say tht im gonna have mensus cannot be. because i just finished. hmph, smething is really fishing me out. but i just couldn't find what is the real matter. haizz , i think its Arie.

Yur wish came true!

2010-03-23T12:09:00.009-05:00

Do i have to do this everyday? stay up all night crying and thinking about you? Everything i did for yu is always not enough . All the sacrifices, concern, care, patient, understand and the one tht always give in for yu .. is it still not enough?? im not saying that im perfect , im myself admit tht im not e perfect person. but it seems tht the longer i hold on, the worst it became. Yes, i admit. im not a goodgirlfriend. Honestly speaking yu deserve someone better than me. Everthing i did for yu is always wrong. yes, yur a ''goood'' boyfriend. yu have never ever did anything wrong. yu are always the right one. im always the bad ones. Im selfish shit tht dosen't cares about her boyfriend. tht dosen't sacrifices her time for him even though she is really busy and have no time for her friends neither her family. tht dosen't understand wht he is feelings. tht dosen't gives a call and just tell him how much she loves him . All she knows is just put herself on top of everything, important herself first than anything in the world. she always finished her prepaid fast. always busy and never spent any of her time for him even though how busy she is with her family, and dosen't reply his msges every time. Always busy with everything but him. The truth is , i don't want to see yu hurt and get all stress up all because of me .. i really can't bare to see yu hurt and get yurself sick all the time all because of me, if yu were to finds out tht im not involving in yur life no more .. yu knw tht im doing this for yur own good. have a better life .. promise me yu ll be a good boy...

Doesn't anyone cares abt me?! ):

2010-03-20T02:44:00.005-05:00

Now is 10 mins to four pm. today, i suppose to stay at home the whole day because my mum is hiring a part time cleaner for only weekends. but last minute my mum told me she only can clean for a week not days. -.- baaahh! i cancel all my plans for this dumb2 thing yu knw?! im so bored at home. what am i gg to do?!! everyone went to work and left me at home alone!? ): but its fun because i can do whatever i want! ((: (evil smile) hehehe! baaahh, so boring . if i know EARLIER tht today i do not need to stay at home i could have follow bby to his takraw competition . ): here's a good luck wish for yu baby. All the best for yur takraw! i know yu can do it! if yu feel nervous think about me okay !? haha! if he think about me confirm more nervous ahh! hahahah! i hope he wins yu have my my prayers baby . chey macam he gg ns like tht uhh . hahaha! oh- no, my tummy is grumbling again i dun noe why im hungry all the time?! gawd hmm .. i feel like eating pasta (: YUMMMIEEE!! hehe, im gg to cook now. anyone wants some pasta?! hahaha. by the time it will be all gone in my tummy ! har har harrrrr! :P

hehe, choas! muaaaah!

Only yu can make me recover~

2010-03-19T11:01:00.004-05:00

One Prince, One Baby, One Romeo, One Love~

Now is 12 midnight exactly on my clock . im starving badly .. no one at home so boring . Doesn't anyone really care about me? alone at home, no food, money also dun have . gosh ):

Had a date with romeo today. i miss his smile, so cute. haaaaa , (dreaming) poop! hehe, we went to bugis today. Eat long john again -.- haha. mcm all time fav kiter aje .. haha. met desiree there but for awhile cause she gtg . then theres this two flirtatious chicks girl at the counter was trying to attract baby . and he thinks im jealous . baaah! puh-lease .. im not . im strong . rite2? (action only apple ahh) okay fine i am jealous. its because im afraid of losing yu, i love yu , and yu know tht too .. but my heart just dun feel right when yur not around . this feeling makes me very sick . i just hope our relationship will blossom forever and have a happy ending . ((: haa. when will tht happen? hahaahaha. gawd half an hour just gone and still no one at home ): im sooo hungryyy ):

hmm , im gonna attack my kitchen for now .. super starving ! hahahahaha!

chaos, Muahh!

holidays have just begin!

2010-03-19T01:48:00.002-05:00

Im getting cold here. the weather is so nice to sleep (: hahaha, apple2.. sleep only huh. ((:

i just reach home frm sch . and i got my test results , i happy! i pass for real !! haha, but not tht good. 80/100 for electrical . 74/100 for mechanic. need to try a bit harder ):

im gg out to town with my romeo (hijri) , since holidays already started! woohoo !

haaa, alrite im getting lateeee ! got to get ready now or else tht handsome will nag like grandmother .. -.- hahaha! busted me . haha, whatever. muahh .

Its yu ~

2010-03-15T11:12:00.005-05:00

HAPPY 1YEAR & 3MONTHS Sayaaaang! Through the ups & down, im glad we manage to pull it through together(: you'll always be my baaaaaby! ily, sexy!

2010-03-09T06:05:00.006-06:00

SCREAMS!!!!!!

Pimple outbreak! pwffft!

i learn a new word today and im happy(:

Was it me or was it yu ?

stress !! exams are coming and im not prepared! shits. im done for now .

Now i've got yu, i'm not gonna lose yu~

2010-03-07T05:54:00.005-06:00

Ain't nothing better than yu by my side (:

Sunday was GOOD(: surprisingly, i stayed at home the whole day. i repeat the WHOLE DAY?. did'nt went out today.. good girl mahh .. haha! i clean my room, and it looks much better~ puahaha! ohh and i finally bought my pink watch! muahahah! sangat2 gembira! ((:

ehhh, sape tuu dtg .. my aunty!! gawd! kk, i gtg.. sorrie for the sweet short small tiny little cute post ade tetamu .. bahahaha.. prasaan je cute ehh ? hahahaa! kk, write again when im free .. love ya my sexaye readers! muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!

Yes, im was a little mad at first. but whatever happens, i 'll still believe in yu, eventhough i knw its not yur fault.. ohwells, im not gonna accused anything yet till i see it with my own eyes. i just wanna let yu knw tht don't make me finds out the truth. I swear yur not gonna like it bby. Lup ya frm de bottom of mua hart!

with love,

Apple. A

yu spin my head right round

2010-03-05T10:02:00.003-06:00

Wow, i finaly realise it has been months since i touch this laptop. muahahaha~

ohh let me introduce yu to my BEBEH"S(: (frm left to right) zawiyah(zaza), mariam(ayam),me(: , and sofea(pek'ah) ohh and one more girl missing, natasha(cha2)

today, was a very lazy day for me . force to go town, met pek'ah, ayam n cha2 there. was 2 hours late.. like usual . haha((: then we headed to paragon since orchard is so 'BIG' . part yng ini mcm nk step cute . hehe, pergi la kami ke toy 'r' us ! haha, yu knw what happends when we step into the toy department store. hahaha! kecohhrables!! i rmbr when ayam was playing with the hopping bunnies! tht irritating bunny hop so far until one of the staff saw her playing with it! fyi it was a he, and tht he was giggling at herr , haiyooh tht girl so paisey !! hahaaa.. after we had so much fun destroying the place we left, yup left(sucha rascal)(: ohwells then headed to taka garden. woo-hoo ! cam-whore with pek'ah but all the picture she took was blurr~ -.- hahaa, then pek'ah and ayam gotta leave. so me and cha plan to go bugis, but somehow ended up at city hall -.- thks cha! on our way to the durian met my old friend, gosh it has been a long2 time since we last met ~ saya rindu sama awak ): so then we went to find a place to relaxs my butt, so tiring!! went to the rooftop, and sat down. at first it was kinda boring cause it like just the two of us, but then out of a sudden cha laugh like a laughing machine .. i was freak at first, but got use to it MOST of the time . so yea now im like so tired rite now.. okay dun noe what talk about ohh , miss blogging! haha! i ll try to blog now a days .. so readers do stay tune for the next post yea? ((: ohh and btw im still thinking about taking private o's .. do yu think i should go for it ? or i should just hang on to my daily routine? hmph .. do give me comments yea(:

its just the same old day ..

2010-02-15T11:39:00.002-06:00

Today is my 1year and 2 months with Mr.Shawty .. I really did'nt expect us to come this far at first, but im glad we did and i wish we could go even further than this. Anyways, i spend my entire day of today with my mum. yes its very surprising because i seldom spent time with her alone .. so she treat me dinner at delifrance and a movie "valentine day" whoa.. taylor laudner and jessica alba was hawt,hawt,hawt!! the movie was very romantic, and i feel kinda akward watching romantic show with my mum .. hahaha. i would recommend to those couple out there to watch this show (: romantic gilaa !! hahaa..

now is 2 am in the morning and i still can't sleep. i got a terrible head ache , it feels like my eyes are gonne pop out soon. but imma veh2 strong girl, can tahan. heheee (: im missingg my ayangs.. Desiree,Joyce,Suhana,Aqilah,Fazalina,Geraldine, did i miss anyone?

baaahh.. ): i miss those days when we were together and litterally laugh and look the passer face who are trying veh hard to understand why are we laughing .. hehee.. i really hope we can meet again):

Yu cut me open and i .. keep bleeding love..

Md Chiko semangker and Nur chikky strawberry !

2010-02-12T20:35:00.003-06:00

If i has to choose between loving you, and breathing,

i would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU !

HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINE !

Love me

2010-02-08T09:34:00.007-06:00

You got me calling for 911~

Booh yaw! now is 12 am exactly!!!

haha, oh my i haven't been bloging for weeks and days!!

hehee! today, school was fun without the boys ! :D seriously! they were on MC'S!!

hahaha! ohh, i injured my hand :(( not tht bad , just swallon :) i was suppose to hammer the nail but there was some distraction and i accidently hammer my hand! -.- dumdum me ! puahahaa..

hahaa, mmm.. yummy.. my mum jusst bought me mutabak ! mutton anyone?? hahaaa.. ohh i cant wait for this coming 13th !! there will be a outing + gathering + get to meet my BFF's!!! ahhh .. Valentine's day is coming .. i dun't know wht to get for bby .. im totally broke now .. huahuahua// :( any suggestions wht to get for him ad also my dear sweet friends?? i can't wait for the valentine's day movie ! Coming in cinema this 11th feb!!! ohh my! joyce burthday is on 11 feb!! Big mama is turning 17!!!! whoaa .. so fast ! gosh! this week so many plans ! but first of all im soo BROKE! sad faces to me! baah.. -.- hmm, ohh2 there will be sch camp this month! guess what?! its compulsary! nightmares!!

gosh! this have been bothering me for quite a long time, this one guy , his eyes are so sparkling , his smile is so sweet, his lips are always smooth.. yu just feel like bitting the cheecks, but now he very action because recently he went to the dentist and polish off his teeth. now his so action because he got new teeth ! hahaha! okay .. yu knw what im so tired and im talking crap .. haha, i want to let the whole world know tht i love this boy so much and everytime when yu look at his smile yu feel like smiling too .. MD HIJRI its yu im talking about! yur the reason why every morning i keep smiling! and I LOVE MD HIJRI ! flying kisses to yu ~ muwaks ! ;)

i lose myself in anguish for tonight, helps me get over yu ..

2010-02-02T08:29:00.005-06:00

Wish i can keep yu much longer ...

Shawty is like a melody in my head !

2010-01-29T14:07:00.002-06:00

Shawty is like a melody in my head!

Whee, im back! this picture was taken like last year. if yu notice smthing, i did'nt not upload new pics. well thts due to my phone problem. i can't connect it into the comp .. baahh~ nehh mind i think of a way .. niways, im getting to love school more. well firstly i have a wonderful classmates, spacious enviroment, 3 CAFE for me to choose and last but not least i just simply love to have brisk walking every morning to school and back home! gosh! i think im losing about 1/2 a kg , due to eating consumtions.. wahahahaaa.. im starting to miss my bff .. baaahh ... dimanakah korang berada .. aku kat sinie macam org gilerrr!!!! hahahaa..

guess what time is it now? its 4.18 in the MORNING!!! A.M!!! im still not sleeping.. baahh.. now this two monkey disturbing me ..

hahahaa..

okay .. guess i ll countinue when im free, btw thanks to my laughing gas friend. yu guys makes me laugh so hard till i can cry! haha.. okae, good nites people.. looks like im gonna wake up late tommorow...

I can't go any further than this ..

2010-01-21T23:25:00.009-06:00

Today, im feeling plain and bloody lazy. Sofea ask me out today, go esplanade with the rest.. wherelse izad ask me to accompany him go lavender and make his new passport, boyfriend wants to meet me and my mum ask me to meet her in the noon for early lunch and bellydancing class at night. arhh .. supposingly im suppose to meet desiree for the sch cca hip-hop dance thingy .. butbut, i have no school today. and the try outz is at 5pm. and today is my last bellydancing class. gosh, i have to cancel all plans . and go for tht bellydance or else i ll be double plus triple mega size chop2 multi CHOP! my mum will kill me.

im so stress thinking about this 'pantat'. Izad came into my life again. My feelings towards yu are so over alrdy. After chasing yu for abt a year.. i've got to knw tht yu go on with my bestfriend and now yu expect me to fix yur broken heart.. i really appreaciate our friendship and i would really appreciate if yu can leave us both alone. Frm now on i only want to be with Arie. i love him very much, and it would be very hurting to let him go.. im very sorrie to say this, im not gg to break up with Arie just for yu. i really love Arie very very much and im not gonna destroy this love that we built together this far.. i promise Arie tht whatever gonna happen my love for him will always be remain the same, and no matter what happens i NOT and NEVER gonna let him go .. I love ya baby .. Muah! hahaa. whatever it is izad we will still remains as best buddies aites :DD

okay lahh , i wanna go makan!!

2010-01-21T09:23:00.003-06:00

Hello lovely readers. im back after travelling from a long distance to the moon. haha, kk tht part merepek. im getting very lazy to update in this page. currently chatting with 5 ppl on msn. hahaha, my tangan mcm nak pecah !! gosh.. haha, tmrw no sch ! yahoo, teacher says no lesson so no school!! gerek kan ?! haha, yes ahh .. hahaa.

Gosh the past is haunting me back. i dun wish to repeat again .. i really dun want, but why must yu always appear. and PLEASE dun tell me its fate. cause to me yur already dead.

2010-01-02T02:07:00.004-06:00

GONE CASE, GONE CASE, GONE CASE!!

GONE CASE to new life !

i love my life seriously... NOT , it just don't give the choice tht i want! boo to me :( Does it always have to turn out to be this way ? gosh, seriously very FAIR yknw?! haiyakk. im boreddddddddddd.

HIS MINE BIACTH !

i know his hawt, but girl his taken by me ! not happy? sorrie we're not free. ;)

ytd night when i was abt to sleep, but i could'nt. so i dun knw what makes me check into bby memory card. while i was looking through some images from his memory card, guess what i found? 789 pictures of ME were kept in his memory card! so sweet of him, some guys dun really bother abt it.. but this boy he even edit some pictures of mine and combine with his . so sweet!! i was really touch yknw. haha. i miss bby, i miss his laughter, his silly faces when im kinda sad .. yknw smthing.. i think im in love with him all over again ..

ouh-ohh .. countdown wasn't really happening at all.. this year seem to be the one most worst nightmare im always frightened of. im heading ite guys !! yes ITE. it the end of me!! NOT.. until i kill all the boys. muhahahaha! im oh-so loving this. photography is always my passion but i the course i get was soo wow. i dun even know if this is really the choice of my life? urghh, two more days and im starting school !! wish me luck yeah ?!

I would like to apologise to some ppl for not replying yur msges or not picking up yur calls, im really really sorry. firstly im lazy to communicate. secondly my pp8 is low . thirdly, i've just change my number . Do forgive me yeah. really appreciates. ohh niways to ikaa and babes, on the the 10th im on.

oh miss ya guys, muah!

p.s i love ma bad boys ;)

2009-12-24T13:09:00.003-06:00

3.13 A.M

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE AND HAVE A VERY HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR !!!

2009-12-24T11:17:00.005-06:00

I love yu but i hate that SICK attitude of yurs .

Do we have to go through this everyday? What have i done to fail yu becoming more and more gross?! this may sound very very ugly, Seriously yur attitude is becoming more and MORE childish. i just have to say it straight forward. Evertime i try to solve this problem yur just adding more spice into it. see , i may just have that guts to dump yu .. but with that poor drama face of yurs, im just giving yu a chance by holding on to that short thin piece string of ours .. seriously i had enough of yur stupid little childish freaking inmature sick attitude of yurs .. i hope this shit won't be for long .. urghh!! i hate this feeling! yu really punch a huge hole into my heart. and i still can't believe its yu ..

im so so so sooo miss the old yu .. ))))))))))))))))))))))))))............................:

P.s yur not a bicth, but a REAL bitch ((: hahahahaha!

2009-12-22T22:07:00.004-06:00

two more days and yur coming home (:

i miss this silly boy . his been gone for about a week? or more. damn, he can leave the town without me . tsk2. working life was more difficult than i thought, its very tiring . i even got no time for myself )): dun believe me? try . neh mind two more weeks to goooooooooo ... oh, iika my working partner is almost a clone of joyce. haha. yearp2 belive it or not. its so happening working with iikaa .. hahaha. yes, damn i got a eyecandy on (bamboo stick.) its just opp my werking place. well iika know and i know but they all dun knw ah2 iikaa .. hahaha, please dun ask me to elaborate as it so embaressing. haha. this sunday gonna be happening . im taking off on the right day (: wanna know whats happening this sundae ? stay tunee .. :P

Boyfie , i miss yu and i love yu oh-so muchh !!

1yr annieversary (;

2009-12-16T02:38:00.009-06:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIEVERSARY BABYY!!!
I LURVE YUHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Muah ! Muah ! Muah ! MuaaaaAAHH!!!!!

Im the most happiest lady in the world rite now. We did it baby! We prove them WRONG ! we reached our first year of this sweet and crazy romantic love story of ours. im very proud of yu baby. No longer Arie and Apple its gonna be Mr and Mrs ARIE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

ohh before i forgot. baby bought me this bag from charles and keith for our one year annie !! his the most sweetest, handsome, sexy, hubby ! Baby, I LOVE YU !!!!!

my bee~

2009-12-11T10:16:00.003-06:00

Yur my bee im yur honey .
without bee theres no honey .
without honey theres no bee.

Helloooo !

haha, looks like its about time for me to flood my blog . I've been keeping myself damn busy now these few days .. or should i say everyday ? hahaa. Want to know why? cause im working ! yippie! finally got a job ! -.- wanna know where? haa, for me to knw, for ya to find out kay.. heehaa. so sorrie, its not i dun wanna let yu sweet ppl knw as i dun want some ppl to know much abt me (: so yea. . now im sad cause i have no time for shopping, friends , family and hubby . )): gonna miss hubby so much! )): his gonna leave town next week and come back till next year !! ): gawd !! why so long??!! seriously what can i do without yu sey .. ): bahh .. gonna cry a gazillion river )): gonna miss every single piece of yu baby .. ): i sounded sooo retarded .. niways i dun care . i love baby ! and i dun care what yu crazy ppl wanna say . bek ! :P hehehee.. niways. i've almost forgotten to say where i've been wondering today. ((: hehee. actuall im taking off for only one day -.- pathetic manager -.- so like usual, out with hubby to town (: then we eat mac for lunch. (for a change) then got this one funny matrep, (working in macs) look okay uhh but when walks omg ! mcm baap**. heehaa! bby got scared! i laugh at his reaction ! hahaha! baby ! yu sooo cute laah ! muah ! then we sempat go zara for awhile tao . (: hehe. so .. then i need to go and meet my family , then baby so sweet tao he waited for m mum to arrived then he go home. sweet kan ?? see, not even my ex could do this tao ?! hahaa .. then headed to SOUL GARDEN for dinner todayy !! haa ( desireee! ) (; hehe, i know and yu know and we know but they dun know . hehee. so i ate like a pig cause the restaurant was about to close! -.- now im having bad tummy ache -.- bahh .. too much beef ! too much prawns ! too much soup ! too much ice-creams !! i could feel fireworks in tummy ): kay im off to find something tht can cure my tummy )):

i love the way yu are ..

2009-11-25T10:38:00.010-06:00

Mr & Mrs ARIE

MATREP & the GEEK ~ ^^

Bby dye hair !! i hate blonde , anyways he dyed blonde im taking back my words .. ahahaa~

Im so glad tht we are still loving like the first time we met . My love for yu will nvr ever change, even how ugly or bad the situation is my love for yu will never change. i repeat NEVER change !! heehaa ^^ Through the ups and downs we went, through the many joys and tears we share .. i love yu more than i love my cheeseburger yknw ? ahahaa .. Bby , no worry yu are my only~

I lup yuh Mr. ARIE !

My Boom boom POW!~HAVOC COUPLE~

Well hello earth and all the planets !

Today is my last day blogging for this week, as im off to malacca for e vacation ! and be back here on next week monday !! =.=

gosh!! i dun like travelling around malaysia =[ its gonna be e hot hot HOT weather down there ! So gonna miss my bby girls and byfie oh-so so much !! and especially the macdonald cheeseburger!! can't take me eyes of yu cheeseburger !! ^^ ahahaa~ well i guess thts all i got for todays post =]] Have a good weekend ppl , treasure yur love ones cause yu might not knw when yu have to go .. =]]

chalobetteh~

p.s, imy abg arul =[

2009-11-23T22:15:00.001-06:00

~ Baby yu don't cost a thing ~

All together

2009-11-20T13:23:00.017-06:00

GRADUATION DAY

PROM NITE
im so boncet !
Tyra Banks next TOP MODELS. ^^
The one that makes me "love maths"

From girls to bea-utiful ladies =]

More pic in facebook .

This post is for thursday actually. Due to my lazyness im posting it today =]

Graduation was happy and sad. Happy because we are all finally graduates and sad because we might not see each other no more .. well 3 are gone i dun wanna lose more .. haish. prom was boring at first but when it was abt to end total up everything was fanta-bulous. Had dancefloor. dance our ass off. shake till their mouth drop ! hahaha everyone looking so gorgeous =] and finally get to show off my heels ! hahahaaa ..

ohh, theres this one hanshem malay waiter boy boy boy ! but i dun really like him because he gatal with almost al the girls . okay the weird part was tht i was cam-whoring with desiree and the rest, i glance for a while and coincidentaly look at him. then then, he stare into blank and suddenly gave me a huge smile then he look aaway ! did'nt dare to smile back! felt random! haha. kk, change my mind. bluecks! :P haha.

Me & lovely

Today i met Aqilah my gila partner ! haha. miss her superb gila ! almost 1 month nvr meet her ya knw, ya knw?!! hahaa. she still look small,tembam and cute! hehee. geramm ! ohh byfie injured his leg, so poor thing .. :(( he cant accompany me eat long john :(( nvrmind i wait for yu to recover =] then we eat triple of long john ! my treat ! =]] haha.

Ohh Here's a small past for

DESIREE !!

hahaa.

I want to tell yu that yur very... hansome ! hahaa, jkjkjkk onli. yur the most greatest friend i ever had. :D yur always there when i need yu, yu understand me and help me to go through obstacel when im at the edge of giving up. heehaa, yu made my day when im really really upsad, yu did'nt fail to make me smile =] and most of all being patience with my 'makcik speaking'! hua hua hua.^^ i hope we won't lost contact even though how busy we are.. causeto lose sucha a great friend like yu is like loosing my Triple cheeseburger! =[[

haha, love ya and to all my beautiful ladies ! ;D

Wish i could keep yu much longer though we are apart ~

:DD

2009-11-18T10:16:00.002-06:00

PROM NITE IS TOMORROW BABEYH !!!

i ll be yur sunshine

2009-11-11T05:25:00.006-06:00

"Nthing feels right when im not with yu ♥"

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

Im feeling better today =] hehee, i've got everything i wanted and i dun want any more or less =] i got my super mom and dad, kecoh family, crazy friends, a hero boyfie .. a wonderful life =] hehee, i love what i got around me =]]

Im so exited and still praying on my relationship with bby . One month and 5 more days to my sweet2-havoc 1 yr with bby !

hehee, today bby got me a ring ! aww .. its silver in colour and have a cute lil diamond in the middle =] it fits my finger perfectly , yay! hee hee =]

Bby wear for me the ring and its my first time a guy wears a ring into my finger .. hehee, bby is sweet =] bittersweet =] hee hee , no lahh yur really sweet and sexaye. make my knees go cold all the time. =]

hehee, dun kembang here uhh .. bluecks2 ! :P

we went causeway and took a mini ride in arcade then played the hummper ! yu know when both of us meets arcade , 'caos' !! hahaa =]

Meeting wtih Mrs Anwar today to clarke quay was cancel, cause we are tired =]

Mother and Daughter day tmrw ! =] yes ahh ! im gg to ask mum to buy me clothes !! hehehe! Mom! i want this, i want that , and that too .. ohh no no ,tht one and the one beside it, ermm nehh.. i think i want all ! =]] yippie ! hehee, =]]

I just learn what is a blood c log =] and see it live =] yes , my own blood c log. it looks big and jelly and gummy and chewyy =]] hahaha! (trying to be an idiot) its so disgusting .. vomits*

hmm , what day is today ? Omg its wednesday! i got appointment with my aunt tmrw ! kk gtg , need to prepare some stuff ! hahahaa, cheyy stuff seyy ..

haha! no la .. need to choose what colour clothes to wear tmrw, winks*

love ya'll ,

tata lovely readers . =]

to be continued .. ♥

2009-11-08T10:03:00.006-06:00

I've been thinking about you

And how we used to be then

Back when we didn't have to live we could start again

There's nothing left to say

Don't waste another day

Just you and me tonight

Everything will be okay

If it's alright with you then it's alright with me

Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

love like no other

2009-11-07T14:39:00.015-06:00

Sexaye Babes !Anwar & me

Scandal

Anwar & me

Arceno !

Very tiring yet enjoyable day day today ! Now is 5.20 am! im just feeling exausted and lazy to post today! many ,more pic to be uploaded!! lazy .
-.-

Went to Novena to meet Anwar, then we train to somerset and waited for Arceno. Headed to Youth Park. mute* ok then trained to Calrk Quay. we chilled & chat. m&m all over .. Fans starring .. i love them, seriously .. hahaha, actually im super tired now .. hahaha, sorrie i post anyhow.. shall post properly next time ahh // haha. kae love ya readers ! muuu-ah !

i miss bby :( will be meeting him on mon !! im so exited! =]]
im gonna keep him in my arms and never gonna let him go for the rest of the days.. =]]

i thought im strong but guess i was wrong ..

2009-11-06T12:55:00.015-06:00

Theres always a kid in me =]
i thought im strong but guess i was wrong ..

Now is 3am and im thinking .. ahhaa.

The pic above was taken when im at home alone & when BOREDOM STRIKES ME DOWN DOWN DOWN. hahaha . i guess my prayers was granted =] i hope it wont happend again =] yu dried my tears and turn them into a pearl =]] wheeeee ....... eheheee, well im giving yu one more chance, and make sure yu dun step over my head again , yu naughty2 lillte harmless creature! =] tomorrow is sat yu know what does tht means? weekends!! =]] i love saturdays they are very romantic especially at nights =]] ulalalla! hahhaaa .. i dont know what it is tht makes me feel like this !! hahah! im in love again .. whooo-hooo ! can yu feel the heart shapes are all over the world tonite ! yeah baybehh ! boy i got aint nthing to sayyyyyy ........ !! oh my! kk apple stop itt!! hahahaa, yu know the new show .. megan ? jennifers body .. i wanted to watch tht show since last week , and tht person who agree to watch with me .. until now i dun noe whether he/she wanna watch or not ? =[[ haa . neh-minds i wait for the dvd then . =]]] bahh , hahah here i am lying down beside my mum and watching her sleeping .. she look so intense ! hahaha! im so sweet =] come on ... say it ! i wanna hear it ! hahaaa, are yu readers still reading?? haha, im craping =]] just wanna say i miss those days.. niways everything have change now =]] hahah. okay im tired of crappings , i hope tomorrow is a better DAY! =]]

Im back ~

2009-11-06T00:38:00.004-06:00

Im loving yu like it was the first time ~

Hello sexy readers ! =] hehe, i m finally back after my long break in bloggger =] was into some other websites then now i decided to stay blogging =]]

i have change my blog skin cause im over pink already =] hehe, but i still love pink anyways =]]

Ohh have yu ever feel like yu love some one so much but tht person just would'nt understand how yu feel and yu feel like give it all up . Yes im feeling like tht now .. i feel like love is just a temporary thing in my life .. like dydy says " Dun need millions of people to make happy , just one person can already make my day " belive it or not , tht person is my dearest mom .. yes i hate her so much but deep down i actually love her alot .. love her higher than the skies deeper than the ground =]] but the person tht i feel like giving up is .. haish dun wish to elaborate more...

omg , look at the time . im gonna be lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

gtg, tc lah-lings

to be countinued =]

breath in ..

2009-10-29T10:08:00.003-05:00

Love is nothing without yu around me

Sometimes i ask myself, why is my heart not beating wherelse im breathing deeply ..

okay this is one of my random thoughts. I've been having BIG panda eyes , as i've not been sleeping quite well recently..

i was actually thinking when is my soul gonna be taken .. Life is meant to be unfair.. Im wondering what happend if we did'nt met frm the start ? There are many question i wish to asked , and if only yu could anwser all my questions ..

cough and cough and cough .. When will i get better? no anwser .. bahhh -.-

love,hates,likes,dislikes,admires,crush .. im confused!!

goshhh, Stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ............................

superb gerammm now ! )......................................................................:

omg.. i talk so much uhh .. are yu guys still reading ??

okayh the more i talk abt it the more my brains are abt to erupt !

i love boyfie .. think twice , im gonna keep yu (:

not, no, never gonna let yu go ..

yu meant alot to me ,

bcoz, i like it when i ll be thinking about yu every minute ! and tht makes me STRESS !

and when stress occurs, i ll be worried abt yu whenever yur no where around my arms !!

omg, i jst told yu i talk so much .. kan3?

haiyakkkkk !

MUMMY IM STRESS !! (pulling my hair!!)

im gonna take more panadol now ..

adiossssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.............................................

LIVERPOOL YU RAWK MY SOCKS !!

2009-10-25T23:52:00.005-05:00

i believe, just like i did before.and like i did before, i will not back down.WE will not back down, no matter if we die.no matter if, everything goes down the drain.win, lose or draw.our hearts remain as one,our hearts are true.we Kopites fight,we Kopites are real. again i will say, and on behalf of my family.we are proud, to be Kopites. and forever will be, Kopites.tonight,we will face Manchester United. no matter what the results,i will love Liverpool FC still.even if we lose, even if we are relegated at the end. and boys, give it your all. as we give ours, to you.if we lose, we lose giving our all.
and if we go down,we go down fighting.but if we win, once again we prove to the world.that they should never, NEVER.doubt us, no matter what the result. i will give my all, i will breathe with you.brothers, sisters and all Kopites alike. now and forever, Liverpool FC.YNWA!

i wanna have yur babies, they are preety like daisey :DD

2009-10-24T02:57:00.006-05:00

Preety ulfah & her hawt kakak :D
Cute Atiqah & her hawt kakak :D

I just love kids :DD this is my lil junior cousins:D aren't they adorable ?? hehehee .. (YAWNNN .... ) Now is 4pm and i just woke upp!! :D soo tired ... i didn't sleep the WHOLE night!! chatted with joyce in msn and otp with baby, so decided to go jogging in the morning with baby .. for 4 hours !! hahahaa! yes i know, nobody jogg tht long .. but we just did :D went to bukit timah hill and track so farr than got monkeys !! so scary than baby hold my hand and say im here to protect yu ... so switttt my handsome !! :DD hahaha! i had soo much funn!! bi, tues morning we jogg again nak ??!! haha, bby jogg so fast but i jogg faster than him, hehehe! :DD ohh, so sad abt today.. my mum wants to bring me out and i won't be able to join yu guys maybe another day.. :( so sad sey .. bahhh :((( hmm .. theres nice shows .. im watching hindi show, boothnath :) the ghost nath haha, kae .. nak watch ..

wana enjoy my ice-cream and the movie :)) tataa...

P.S. Make me CRY if yu dare to take arie away frm me !

to be continued ... :DD

We shake till yur mouth drop ! HE HE HE :DD

2009-10-23T12:30:00.011-05:00

ROCK NEVER DIE!

ME & LECHME

LYNN & DYDY

LYNN & ME

Whee, i just finished eating my steak! i feel so pig now :D

SHAKA-LAKA-LAKA-LAKA BAYBEHHH!!

hello peoplehh !

SANTOSA, funn (:

met this ladies at habo mrt at 6pm, i was damn late todayyyy ,,

superb duperb ultra and ultimate SORRIE .. will yu forgive me? )):

hehee, tmrw i try not to be late(:

we cam-whore, dance, eat 24/7 , luagh our ass off ..

and shitt , someone found out i went santosa without telling hym ...

Oppps! im gonna be dead roasted chick ! damn ..

how can i forget? apple2 .. S.hort-T.rem-M.emory lah kaw nie

har har har .. S.T.M punn cute kan3 ??

HE HE HE!

tmrw is.. SATURDAY!!! i CANNOT wait!!!

Wait a minute, what? yu want to know where im gg tmrw??

i know,u dun know but dydy knows , we both knows :D

get it ? HE HE HE!

to be continued.................

GOOD NIGHT! :D

i need yu with me

2009-10-21T22:05:00.018-05:00

Aloha ~

Change my blog skin, mcm finally (: the previous one was so plain and boring ..

decided to change it to PINK !! :DD imma pinkaholic taw :DD aint lying~

this picture was taken at sentosa few daes ago, im bored now and had no time to post this picture, so i post it today((: i had lots of fun with love and his friends . hahahaa,

i remember the weather was superb hot, ohh and there was a beatiful peacock chasing love around, hahaha so cute, must see his reaction.

then mummy love pack for us nasi goreng ikan bilis ! sedaaaapppp !

ini saya tidak bohong punya(: hehee.

damn kecohrables. there are more pictures to be uploaded, but too many pics so

i pick these few(:

im gg out later noon with love .. to .. hahaa, nak tahu ?? come closerr ..

for me to knw for yu find out ! hehehehe :D

yearp like everyday we go out -.-" haha.

k lurhh im hungry like a WOLF , write again when im free (:

P.S: should i put my blog on private ? or should i not ?

do comment . thks (:

Haters are just my number 1 fans (:

2009-10-20T09:39:00.010-05:00

Hello readers!

Im finally back! Notice smthing new on my blog ? Its my tag board, it has been REMOVED! (: haha, now they got no where to comment! :P yaaahooo! This is my blog, why the hell yu want to settle things on my tagg? If yu wanna settle things, settle it in a macho way lurh. talk alot behind comp, check2 they use other ppl to settle their own problems .. pwhtf ?! seriously i just find this shiitt a waste of time, this aint a court for yu to deal things over with okae ? haiyakkk! takde brains eyy ? Drumdumdum-BO ! blu-wekk2 ! :P

well, im not bringing my mood down for some childish reasons,
nieways these are the summary of the last week post ,
went party at chalet(: delicious bbq, awww-some music and bestest gossip ever .
im desperately craving for shopping!! yes, new clothes are needed!!
im miss my dear friends :)
Love and i have decided to try to keep this relationship gg strong. nothing better than a true funny, caring, trustable, and loving cousins (:
mum is always killing me with house chores!! -.-
kind of missing dad ..

Ain't wasting a single sec of my life . ;)

Missing yu Mr.Tadpole(:

2009-10-14T13:47:00.008-05:00

Late at night when all the world is sleeping

i stay up and think of yu

and i still can't bellive

tht yu came up to me and say

i love ..

i love yu too ..
Cause im dreaming of yu tonight

till tomorrow i'll be holding yu tight,

and for all of my life ..

i just wanna hold yu close

but so far,

all i have a dreams of yu ...

so i wait for the day

and have the courage to say how much,

i love yu ...

My baby lah-ling ..

2 more months to our 1year .. ((:

i jst wish yu knew how much im in lurvee with yuu (:

can i keep yu in my heart my lil harmless monster??

hee :P

I've been loving you .. like it was the first time .. (Mr. Tadpole)

2009-10-13T01:34:00.012-05:00

3 Preety Ladies

Pool anyone?

This picture was taken ytd.

Meet bf. Had a small fight Again, and headed to causeway.. Meet Dydy, and shasha there. otw met betty and then headed to play pool at woodlands. Spent my time crying like an ass.bought mysel a happy meal (: then a group of macho and hansome malay boys were playing snoccker((: ape lagyy , Cuci mate kjap laa.. Shhhh ! hehehe, for fun ajerr(: baby i wont replace yu for another, i promise this(: then back to causeway to settle things with bf .. cry, shout, cry, shout,cry again .. we hug, bby apologise . and thing were okay now .. ((:

Now is 3pm, my early-est post . hahaa, maybe meeting baby laterr on .. maybee not ..
okay i wanna watch ghost of my gf past ((:

TO someone whom i call a sister:

i thought i can trust yu, but girl im blinded by yur two faces ..

Imma Million dollar kind ~

2009-10-11T08:13:00.005-05:00

24/7

baby lets

PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY

PAARRRTTTYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!!! ((:

apple~arie

2009-10-10T10:23:00.006-05:00

~CINTAKU~
the moment im missing eu dearly

the moment i cant forget

the moment im loving eu silently

Apple lar tuu ...

hehe((:

BOo Chak-chak!! Whee-heee !

Now is 11.40 pm. Im superb de bored at home ! cam-whored alone =.= Plan(ed) to go out with Mr. Tadpole .. burtt, got guest cming over for rayerr visiting .. lastt min thingy sumore!! got unknown guest come oso .. ha ha , very weird. anyways ytd de problem between us was solved .. went to sentosa and party2.. and im happy (: j'yeah, i miss my girls .. like when we can REALLY fix e confirm date?? i miss my old friends .. i wonder where have they been missing to ? no news at all , hmph?! ohh, btw i've taken out my extention .. as im feeling lazy to take care of it ... and bad news , my hari raya money is gone in the drain .. FINISHED ! 0.0 meaning im broke ! haiyakk! cannot go shopping tht much .. k hate this part .. bla bla bla ..

Bby ! six more days !!! to our sweet lovely sexy 10 MONTHHSSS!!!!! im gonna PROVE them wrong! i love youuuuuuu Mr. Sexy Tadpole!!~

holding on ..

2009-10-08T09:42:00.004-05:00

My heart is very fragile , handle it with care ..

Day by day, it seem very tough for me to handle it ..

i have lost yur heart ..

i have lost everything , my breath is overtaking my soul ..

im not gonna let happen.

faith and hope all in the drain ..

i ll keep holding on ..

as i still believe ..

Yes uhq! N' levels are over !

ON VACATION PEOPLE !!!

To: Green Alien Monsterr!
If yu want to be the best, yu gotta beat the BEST !

thinking of yu ...

2009-10-01T08:08:00.005-05:00

Baby I need yu right here & right now

im miss yu terribly )):

Im having bad eye bags! big panda eyes ):

im having terrible headache, and high fever..

fireworks continuesly explodes in my brain ..

i miss baby, where are yu when i need yu in my arms?

when could we feel the warm cming breeze again ?

anwser were sealed when i need them ..

yu caught every single breath i took ..

till no air could passes between us

yu tilt my head up and and look deep into my eyes

and ...

i wonder whether am i jst crazy ? or am i in love ?

Nthing gonna tear us apart

2009-09-30T08:11:00.005-05:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched,

they must be felt with the heart.

I knw things hav change between us,

but the love between us aint gg no where .

it remains the same, i repeat THE SAME.

for this four years of friendship we shared our joy, happiness, sadness and grew

through the ups and down we still manage to move on together ..

Those efl, outings, lepakings, 206, 220 , esplanad and those silly jokes we used make and laugh out loud and makes passer-by stare us in wonder, and many other broken rules we did and cause us into trouble yet we we stick like sister and manage to solve the problem smoothly.

Yu guide me whne im lost,

care when im sick ,

understand when im mad,

help me to wash apek backside ( hahaha! inside jokes)

and gave love to me like yur own sis.

yu were always there when i need yu..

thkiew so much for this romantic friendship, haha

i lurve yu guys even though yu drives me crazy (like everytime !)

~MY HEROES FOR FOUR YEARS~

DYDY- rocks my world better than metallica

BBY FAZ- cute in every language & a tecktonnic killer

NANA- burns anything including monster & aliens and any planets in the world

GERAL- korean hunks hunter

JOYCE- the insane one

FYRA- my luaghing gas

GJP- super kecoh to the max

and to the rest of 4Rs

yu guys are cool.

im glad we are able to communicate.

times goes by very fast,

few more years we are gg our seperate ways ..

this will be our last year together, and i hope tht yu wont forget this journey we had together ..

keep in contact yea. (:

lurvee ya more than words,

apple xoxo~

TO :

"The SLIMY GREEN MONSTER PRINCESS":
Think TWO times before yu open yur corrosive mouth abt my girls honey(:

TO:

~Baby Masai~

I dreamed of a love

a love so true

and then from above

God sent you

When our eyes met

I turned away

Only to regret

That grateful day

I search in the dark

To find that key

That triggers the spark

You put in me

I want you to see

That my love is true

Even though we can't be

I still hold my true love for you~

10.30

2009-09-29T08:57:00.006-05:00

Just came back home with mum,

WITNESS-ING a TRAUMA for my FIRST TIME!

It was the freakyest thing i ever experience ..

Mummy and i wanted to cross the road opp the mousqe,

when this man ( malay )

he was walking at a constant speed

when he suddenly fell in the middle of the road

and curled himself up like prawn

and shiver continuesly ..

and cause a heavy traffic jam

i was very panic

mummy and i were the only ppl there ..

and when he turn his body,

i saw foam and bubble of blood

coming out frm his mouth profusely ,,

tears started to roll down my cheecks ..

i was afraid tht his gonna die ..

i quickly hide behind my mum and hold onto her arms tightly ..

and i quickly pray for tht man ..

mum quickly call ambulance ..

he continue to shiverrr and more blood coming out

my knees went really cold ..

luckly the neighbourhood doctor came on time

and a few teenage boy help to clear the traffic..

it took about 20 mins to get him realise and awake

by the time he was awake the ambulance arrive

ppl around started to wonder whts gg on ..

he was able to walk again but he walk like as if he was drunk..

he started to look on the floor and say

(mane obat aku) repeatly

the doctor wanted him to go to the hospital

as he has lost alot of blood ..

but the man refuse and ran away

without saying even THANKS .

anyways, im jst gald tht he is still alive

and mum hav made a good job.

Sch todae was like normal ,

no one came except me and nana ..

she plan a birthday surprice for her beloved byfie ..

buy cake all..

sweet sey.. confirm nizam happy (:

lol, last long kae nana..

tkmo bully dierr , must sayang yur byfie (:

hahaha, mcm phm ahh apple .

aniways .. today leeson velie rileks..

nothing much to doo ..

ermm ,,,

ohh

went to tpy and

had lunch with dydy (:

serious, thakiew so much for treating me lunch ..

like always taw,,

lagy-lagy japanese food ,

my favorite pulakk tuu ..

hehheee, nxt tyme i treat yu kae (:

when i start werking ,,

hahahha! jkjk onlie ..

Its jst smthing abt they way you love me ..
hmm, am i crazy? or am i in lurvee ?

simply missing yu ..

2009-09-27T22:54:00.007-05:00

You gave me love ,

makes my day brighter ,
makes me smile without failing ..

i miss you ..

wish yu were here ...

why do you have to leave me ...

why do you have to go ..
why is it have to be my last kiss ...

wishing yu could still protect me and guide me ..

wishing tht was not my last dream

wishing all this would not end so soon ..

forvige me for all my sins ..

i love you ..

dearest brother ..

MD NAZRUL

~Rest in peace~

Aint nthing better than yu by my side (:

2009-09-26T13:59:00.006-05:00

{Simply lurvee PINK !!!}

This pic was taken on the fri ? i think har har ..

jurong east waiting for the bus superr long..

went to mummy bedok hse (:

met all the boys and akil! (: the youngest one. mcm maksaleh , putih melepak!

like my masai when he was younger ..

hehee, now .. im fairer than him !

wakakakaa!

hari raya is great but not as fantabulous as last yearr..

put aloooot of weight due to the lontong, rendang!!

bla bla bla ..

been many visiting .. but my collection is very little ):

unlike last year ..

whheee!

just receive a prank call from masai...

pretending he was SYAZWAN?!!!

-short convo between me and masai

he: hello

me: hello (:

he: tngah buat ape?

me: tngah dngar lagu and msg yu (i thgt it was masai)

he: huh? ni syazwan taw ..

me: (deaf) huh?!

he: tngah buat pe?

me: jap2 (lowering the volume of my music)

he: silence..

me: hello, sape nie ? tkmo maen2 uhh ..

he: nie syawan laa ..

me: ohh , why the hell yu calling me at 4 am in the morning??

he: ahh.. for fun ..

me: owh, sry im vry busy bye. (hang up)

few mins receive msg frm masai say..

"what r yu doing? got anybdy disturb yu ? "

-.- lame tawu..

no matter what voice yu make i still can reconigse yur voice..

blueckks! yu can nvr hide frm me ! haha!

bahh , tht BASTERED SYAZWAN is long DEAD in my chapter of life !

yu made me hate yu anyways .. :P

har har,

luckily my masai save me frm the evils (:

bby yu my hero! hehe.

now is 4.30am and im not yet asleep ..

thinking if i should take out my extentions or not?

any suggestions?? pleaseee suggest? (:

thkiews,

P.s: Jasmin Lim may look small but BEWARE she's a real fighter ..

~chalobetteh! (;

im sorry. i need yu in my life and i cant let yu go ,,

2009-09-22T08:34:00.012-05:00

Im watching yu when im saying my prays

Yu filled my heart with sparks
I LOVE HIM, Got a problem?!

Yu caught my breath , Im breathing with no air ..

Yu hold my hands and guide me ..

Yu look so good to be true ..

Somebody pls pinch me ..

Hello sexy people! its 10pm now..

I am cuddling the pooh bear bby gave me (:

the pooh looks like him(:

im thinking about the first time we met ..

i came to the conclusion when i reallie needed yu..

and no one in the world can take yur place..

haha, i miss my bby lup(: bby was HAWT tday .. he "pierce" his both ears.. look so fierce but still im not scared of him..

hahahaa,

went out to ps todae. saw police sreening indian gangster.. like 30 of them. they are all fams . wow, still got such things uhh..

so we bought drinks and we spent time together ..

anyways hari raya was okok..

First day was okay..

second day.. i went five relatives houses and ony got one ampow at the last hse !

did'nt get mch ampows cau they think im a big girl .. no more kid ):

ppl are getting stingy ! BLUECKS!

took many pics, sorry i dun wanna upload any pics yet..

dun wanna let my crazy friends see yet. later not surprise :D

soo , please be good girl.. wait kae?

huhuu.

oh-no no no...

Look whos here! GODPA ! and im happy like shit cau im at hme and im bored !!!
yess ahh ! ^^

ignore bout tht sentence, im jst being lame. -.-

im jst sad.. urghh..

cau Nabila (lil sis) stayed my hse past two days and now she went bck hme oready .. i mean her hme at s'pore. i mean she went hme at my aunt hse. i mean i treat her like my real sis uhh.. urghh, i bet yu are confused now and im confuse too and we are all oh-so confused! YAHOOOOOOO! ^^

urghhh ..

forget it.

The point is, i miss her nonsence terribly! gawd ...

love they way she laugh at me.. and they way she makes me laugh with her silly jokes ..

hahahha. i remember once, she dance like apek and her pants fall down saw her spiderman underwear and my neighbour saw what had happend!! hahhaha! i laugh at her and fall to the ground! hahaha!!

Me And My APEK !

im gg to sch tmrw, like FINALLY .

miss my pyshco friends who oways drives me gila ..

and miss my teachers B.E.A.U-tiful lectures(:

i lovee sch! do yu love sch??! sch is fun, cau teachers teaches yu to dig yur nose (:

hahaha. -.-

kae sweet dreams ppl. i wanna enjoy my TOBLERONE (:

I need yu, i miss yu ~

2009-09-17T09:42:00.003-05:00

Am i in LOVE or am i just CRAZY ??

ALOHAHAHAHA!

Now is 11.35 P.M!!!!
Whee~ I just reached home (: feeling tired as ever..
Meeting with jasmin was cancel todayy .. )): Her mommeh dun allow her to go out )): Sob2 ):
next tyme kae chubby??
hmm, in the end i met my arie baby! :DD This boy makes my day brighter each day .. Whee~ we went far east eat lunch, (nt gonna say what i ate, cause i really sound like a pig :D ) and window shopping .. bought this sexy bangle jade .. (it is on the pic above) ((: super expensive laa .. but i bargain got it like cheap! hehe, me so haaaappy! (: hehee, then headed to vivo to our fav shop , DAISO!! I love daiso (: do yu love daiso ? hehee, so we bought scented candles for bby mommeh for hari raya i guess ?? yearp .. brought many2 scent of canndels! poor baby got to carry all the way home.. (: heehee, so i met my mum n we went to bpp to eat dinner!! yummy !! (isn't it lovely to see me getting FATTER) :DD now im at hme feeling superb tired .. kae la i wanna go take bath , i smell like taik (shit) !! hahaha. Gd nite fellars !

P.S im gg malaysia truely asia tmrw .. ALL THE BEST APPLE!

Bby one more time ..

2009-09-16T22:03:00.004-05:00

CURRENTLY:

Im craving for arie bby♥

HAHAHA!

Shakerr-lakarr-lekerrr!!

Im a good girl today(:

wanna know why?

come closerr then i tell yu ..

well....

IM AT HOME!!!! NOT SCHOOLING!! YAHOOO!

Sch is stressful, sit at home more good (:

got food and pillow to sleep (:

ahhh ~

hahaa, im doing my hair now..

gg out soon , meeting chubby jasmin .

owh,

btw this is for the ytd post .

celebrate my 9 mths with arie bby.

went hme early cause he got other plans and..

i have to go to .....

crowded+stuffy+hot+MANY mat and minah'WEPS+noisy+sweaty ppl= GEYLANG!!

The place there is like WOW !!

I bought some hari raya clothes, tried dengdeng.. in chinese Bakwa( babi)

its nice but this dengdeng is halal not pig but beef ! (:

my mum hates the look of it .. but the taste is nice! (:

like satay! yummy ! (:

hehee, ohh then i bought one karaoke cd's..

its 25 dollars ! then my mum bargain got it just for 15 buck! (:

my mum save my day (: .. actually she save my money !

hahahaa!

OMG, its already 12 pm !!

i gtg get ready to meet jas!!

or elsee .. im gonna be late like usuall

hahaha!

k i'll continue later noon ,

muah-hhahaha!

HAPPY 9 MONTHS LOVE !!

2009-09-15T10:22:00.004-05:00

What I LOVE About You HIJRI!

I love the way you look at me,Your eyes so bright and brown.

I love the way you kiss me,Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"And the way you're always there.

I love that you are with me,And glad that you are my BABY BEAR!.

HAPPY 9 MONTHS MY BABY BEAR !!!

Stay SEXY and ROMANTIC always!!

I LOVE YU LIKE I ALWAYS DO !!!!

APPLE IS SO MOMOKKK !

2009-09-14T23:00:00.002-05:00

Hello people-ehhh!
Miss me yet? hahaha, lame -.-
now is 11 pm. and ...
Im superb bored at hme ! no one at hme ..
Dad and Mommeh went out dating ..
hahaa, no la .. i dunnoe where they went ..
tmrw i have to go sch so early ,
some more my exam starts at 10.30 i think , and still have to come like usuall ..
haha, im an ass who dun noe wht tyme my exam starts ..
ahh -.-
anyway!! just receive msg frm loves (:
he just finished takraw ..
i cant wait to meet him this cming wednesday ! :DD
9 months together baybeyh!! (:
yearp~ 9 MONTHS!!
haha, i know .. its just 9mths ..
but im really happy cuz to me this is my longest relationship!
haha so is his !!
Im really GLAD tht we could really go this far ..
Im happy to have yu by myside, bby i love yu so muchh!
hehee, can't explain how i feel now..
ohh i only can explain tht im tired .. haha
apple is a PIG who loves to sleep. and now she gain 3kg! yes! 3kg!!!
hahaha, superr MOMOKKK! (banyak lemakk!!)lorts of fats!! haha.
kae.. mok ple nak slipp! haha, good nites! wish me luck for cpa!!

MOHD HIJRI IS MY PROPERTY !!

2009-09-11T08:47:00.002-05:00

MOHD HIJRI IS MY PROPERTY !!

2009-09-11T07:00:00.002-05:00

Yapadappadooo !

Sorry guys, who tries to view my blog page but unfotunately it was set on private.. I cant change it back to normal, reason was my internet got this super duper ultra mega HUGE problem! its vry frust! Well.. Thks to jasmin for offering to help me(: and yay! now my blog is unprivate! thks JASMIN for yur kindness(: hahaahaa.

Well great to be normal again (: well not exactly. i can't upload pics! Bahhhh ): anyways i 4mish to upload when this internet is owhkae.. haiz, there's alot i wanna share but i dun noe how or where to start. hmm, let just begin abt todae yea ? TODAY, went out with boyfriend. wanna know where we go? we go.. DATING uhq .. step yu don't know onli. uh2? hehehe, i really spent almost the whole day with him .. went to plaza s'pura, go buy some stuff at daiso. hahah, our fav shop. cheap but useful and very good condition :DD ohh, i wanna thks to minahrock for cming over my crib and eat rojak with me and accompany me go peninsula to choose the colour and size. hahaha! we so kecohh ahh! hahah! (: My daes were fun with yu ! and LSF, more outing please !!! aftr n's okehh ? I dun care its a must!! wakakaka! yur friend here is evil. hahaa, okae im nonsence. anyways to ppl who are gg to take their n's this yr .. ALL THE BEST!!! i can't wait to graduate! Then can take car lisence!! wahh LAMBORGHINI !!! in my DREAMS.. -.- yea.

Right now, im thinking abt baby, he is all i have in mind.
Our love grew stronger every day, even though we fight we always love one another.
No matter what happends. Im not letting him go, aftr i realise he
really love me ..
Thks for giving me yur full love baby~
I wanna let yu know tht i would nvr want to trade yu for another.
I love yu Baby ..
My One and Only , MOHD HIJRI.

thks for the joy we shared together !

2009-09-07T06:15:00.003-05:00

Okayh. im freaking pissed off with this Fxxxxxx blogger !! Grrr !

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arghhh! im done with vulgarities (:

HELLO! HELLO!

Today was vrie vrie Fun ! Had my first N level exam ! gawd had nightmares of it !! can yu imagine ? haha, today im a real PIG. Yes, P.I.G = PIG ! I ate macdonald's(BIG breakfast) with my baby girls. Then jump into 195 to esplanade. was super HYPER ?! okay first headed roof top, dance lke mad cow disease. Bby faza first tyme not shy !! She dance super duper ultra cute (tecktonic) everyone dance . Then when BIG mama dance , then roof top was shaking!!! In de end we found her stuck in this big pot near the small garden ! hahahaha! i was almost burn by the weather todae! It was super duper ultra MEGA hot. Drank bandung. took 195 back to sch. Otw back, i saw one old man soo OLD he was wearing this nike AIR MAX shoe that was similar to what i wanted t buy !!! wahh ~ dun play2 taw .. OLD man olso got taste yu knw .. (-.-) hahaha! Owh btw now fyra got a new name, it is (chiley) ! it means cili ! hahahah! wtf. (-.-) its lame but its unusual (: aftr our scond paper BIG mama with norma all .. then headed to tiong. saw sulastri! hahaha! she look different .. so .. then i ate corn kueh at bengawan solo, one sushi egg scramble, one sushi fish floss and one sushi fish egg ! OMG. pig rite ? Then i ate chicken nugget. now at hme i eat porridge ! i eat alot!! im gain alot of FATS. I hate IT! I HATE IT !!!!!!!!!!! My mouth can't stop eating !! now im craving for KIT KAT !!!! SHIT LARR ! GRrrrrr ! owh btw i learn a new word frm chiley !

WAKIKUKAKIMU !!! hahahaha! -.-

to dearest nenek suhanakush,

Yu are a very strong girl, Yu dun deserve this.
Yu can count on us anywhere and anytime.
i wanna have hari raya together yu knw ?!!
hopefully things get better between the both of yuu okehh ?
Lorts and Lorts of LURVE... LSF~

Bby give me one more chance to prove yu tht i really love yu .

2009-08-26T12:05:00.004-05:00

As yu can hear my music is all JIWANG ..

let the song and the lyrics do the talking ..

i want to dedicate this song to my dearest boyfie .. ( MUHD HIJRI )

TAKKU SANGKAA, TAKKU DUGAAA ...

Malamku tidur tak lena ..

teringatkan dirimu ..

sehingga kembali kenagan lalu ..

alangkah indahnya bersamamu..

Mengalir airmataku..

menemani malam sepi kuu...

ku rindu saat bersamamu

sukarnya untk ku melupakan muu..

dahulu engkaw berikan cintaa...

mengapa kini engkau berubahhh...

manakah janji akan setia menantii...

Jikalaw engkaw tak lagi cinta..

katakan saja... aku tak kesah...

dari kaw terus.. membuatku menuggu..

Takku sangkaa..

takku duga...

perpisahan yg akan melanda..

kan ku cuba... bertahan kan ...

namun dirimu pergi jua ...

Cintamu bagaikan rembulan...

yng hadir bila malam menjelang..

kaw hilang bila siang mendatang ...

begitulah sikap mu ohh syg...

Kaw angap cintaku di tepian ..

bagaikan hanyut di lautan ...

yng lemas di dlmpercintaan..

yng kembang dalam resahan ..

..........

....................

.............................

....................................

Dahulu engkaw berikan cinta ....

mengap kini.. engkaw berubah ...

manakah janji akan se..tia menanti ...

jikalaw engakaw tak lagi cinta

katakan saja

aku tak kesahh ..

dari engakaw membuat ku menunguuu ...

takku sangkaa ..
takku duga ...
perpisahan yg akan melanda ..
kan ku cuba... bertahan kan ...
namun dirimu pergi jua ...

Cintamu bagaikan rembulan ...
yng hadir bila malam menjelang ..
kaw hilang bila siang mendatang ...
begitulah sikap mu ohh syg ...

Kaw angap cintaku di tepian .. (ahhh hahaha)
bagaikan hanyut di lautan ... (ahh hahaha)
yng lemas di dlmpercintaan ..
yng kembang dalam resahan ..

Mengalir airmataku ..
menemani malam sepi kuu ...
ku rindu saat bersamamu ..
sukarnya untk ku melupakan muu ..

Assalamu'alaikum ...

I LOVE YU BOYFIE

(MUHD HIJRI)

2009-08-25T19:59:00.002-05:00

HEY hoo! (:

Guess what? im in sch rite now (: Whee~ we get to surf in the internet and wanna knw smething? im missing smeone! Yes, bby. Kemana kamu menghilangkan diri?? Aku disini sedang menuggu messagemu tawu ?! bahh .. anyways, my dearest MINAHROCK never come ): (desiree) and my BIG mama . Must be sleeping so SYIOK at home ahh ! hahaa, okayh lurhh. I'll write again when i reached hme, wanna enjoy surfing (:

Btw, bby arie this song is for yu (takku sangka takku duga)

Nothings gonna stop me frm loving yuhh bby ..

2009-08-25T09:20:00.000-05:00

Now is 10.30pm. Bbyku 'jgn pernah berubah' jgn pikir2 abt tht dumb2 irritating freak physco pervertic maniac okayy?? People are jst jealous abt us. They want to seperate me frm yuu, they are just not happy the way we live our lives, until they saw us break apart. I don't want tht to happen, do yu want tht to happen? I wanna remind yu, I won't let tht happen. I dun want anyone humans, people, monsters, aliens, creatures or whatever it is to replace yu because i love yu so much.. just ignore what others wants to say abt us, bcause nthing can stop me loving yuu .. I hope yu feel the same way as i do ..

Lovee, kamu bilang iloveyu pada ku~

yurs and only yurs,
Eraa Mrazella

HIJRIANI LOVE STORY DOES NOT END HERE.

Assalamu'alaikum~ (peace be upon yuhh) ^_^

Is this how it is supposed to be ?

2009-08-24T04:34:00.003-05:00

Today was “fantabulous”. I don’t really like blogging when I’m really sad. But today I broke down to tears, which i don’t usually cry randomly. I had no one to turn to but myself. I knew it was coming but i just turn myself up in school. Firstly, i like to make it personal. I dun want to say any names here. The story is that I was very disappointed with yu, yu didn’t reply any of my miss calls and msges, those hugs and silly handshakes we usually used to do when we meet and leaving was never been done ever since the “the girl” attend today. What are yu actually? Someones who leaves their best buddy for a better one without looking back what they have left? Or someone who just acted as if nothing happens? Do yu really care how i feel? Or am i the one who always have to understand how yu feel? Is this how friendships suppose to be? Yu did'nt even look at me. I took the courage to approached yu but yu just walk away with HER and left me drifted far apart from yu, am i that invisible for yu to see? I may not be perfect as her. But at least have the sense of knowing that yu have already hurt me with yur actions.

I miss LSF. Our LSF.

Assalamu’alaikum

Thing starts to be normal again(:

2009-08-21T11:26:00.011-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MOMMEH!

Whee~ i love yu mummy! Im proud to have yu as my mummy! You nvr give up for being patient with me even thought yu knw im de toughest child yu have ever taken care of! hehee ((: i hope yur love with daddy blooms forver and ever! And lastly i hpe yur wishes and dreams come true, live life to the fullest and continue smiling ! love yu!!!

Im happy today as thing starts to be normal again(: im glad tht bby and me are okay, celebrated mummys b'dae, went over to grannys hse. Met my two adorable niece, they are vry vry vryyy cute! They both are so tempting for me to bite their cheeks ! Grrrramm !!! To all boys! Hands off them, i will break yur neck if yu try too! XP wakakaka! im such a evil aunty, wakakaka! i sounded so old , (aunty) haha, i take back my words, evil sister(: Tmrw is already the starting of fasting month! Im gonna really MISS those good nite kisses, and those warm cuddly hugs from yuu ... ): baahhhh ): This year, i want to break record, i want try fast this whole month (: hmm, lets see if i can make it ?? ((:

This is CUTE ATIQAH and PREETY ULFA !!!

Can i bite yur cheeks pleasee ?

Grrrrammm !!!

Assalamua'laikum ! (Peace be upon yuhh!) :DDD

2009-08-19T23:45:00.000-05:00

IM IN SCHOOL! WHEEEEE~

HELPP!!!

2009-08-18T08:25:00.004-05:00

Grrr !! What is wrong with this BLOGGER?!!
The reason i didn't update much is bcause i cant even upload picss hre )):
looks like i have to upload another dayy, baahh ... soo lecehh ! hmph! This is not goin to stp me frm blogging! :D Lets start with monday(: Monday was great! why? finally met my handsem busyuk masai bby! who? Arie!! :D gawdd miss himm soo much! like so so so soooo MUCH!! we had a oh'so B.E.A-utiful day ytd((: we are finally 8 mths and i hpe we can go further! :D rite bby?! hehee, i love yu more than anything and nobody can stop me frm loving yu ! Cause my love for yu is SUPERP real ! whee~hee!! owhoh, tday had PRELIMS sci paper2! was quite diff cause i nvr study, da pro thts why.. HAH! whtever apple ehhh .. Used a superp cool technology in library , HANPHONE. Had great day taking advantage of using it :D Love it ppl! Dearest buddy came over to my crib, we had great pasta ! cooked by Chef MRS shorty and MRS Hijri((: hehee.. luckly we didn't burned anything yet .. (: for the first time i felt full! and dhen we watch de 'scariest movie' at bukit panjang ! hahaha! Best kann? Next tyme must ask byfie to watch with me (: his a BIG fan! :D Well love my day todayy (: i hope yu enjoy yur day today too! i hope tmrw will be a better day (: stay tuned to my blog cause i might be blogging more often! :D

P.S : Bby where are yuu..?
I miss yu terribly ):

Assalamu'alaikum

I will push my fingers into my eyes, Its the only thing that helps to cure the pain ..

2009-08-04T10:38:00.007-05:00

Hrmp, its 12 am .

and im still wondering ..

Seriously do yu really have that guts to realise that this is REALITY ?!!

Super Whooper URGHH !!

2009-08-03T11:08:00.005-05:00

Only God knows ..

Assalamu'alaikum

In hys hat :DD

2009-07-29T07:14:00.006-05:00

Hellohellohellooooo!!! Now is 8.35pm, Miss me3? im back! :)) wahh superr busyy these feww days... Anywayss , todayy was superr boring! overslept and did'nt went sch:) No plans so i stayed at home the whole dayy .. :(( Boringkan? yup2, so i edited my blog! nice3?? it took me 3 hours to edit including eating and eat and eat and eat!!! (superr genduttt !!) :)) i gain weight!! arhhh, i hate itt !! sob2.. im missing bfie.. super duper ultra much!! :((( don't knw when can meet .. im busy and so is hym .. arhhh .. nvrmind as long as we can contact each other is good enough kan3 love? :DD 2 more weeks my BIRTHDAYY!!! wahhh im super duper ULTRAAA EXCITEDDD!!! heheee wondering what my mum gonna gip me?? hahaha, i LURVEEEE surprises !!! wheee~
ouhhouhkkk my tummy is calling ...

assalamu'alaikum!! (peace be upon yuuhhh!!)

I want nobody-nobody but yuu!! ((:

2009-07-21T10:13:00.004-05:00

I WANT NOBODY-NOBODY BUT YUHH !! :DD

your kissable lips are like sugarr ...

2009-07-20T05:16:00.007-05:00

"i'll keep you here in my heart,

you make it easier when life gets hard ..

Everytime we say goodbye i wish we had one more kiss , i wait for you i promise this ...

i kept dreaming of you, when your close i can't find a word to speak, i felt sparks .. "

A Hero is not all about rescuing, its also about putting an effort to make a person smile! ♥ ((:

2009-07-18T07:45:00.017-05:00

Wheeee ~ hehehe! Now is 9pm on my watch(: Todayy, im dissapointed plus HAPPYY!! ((; Firstly i waited for someone for almost 2hrs to watch movie at somerset . Then sadly she didn't turn upp ): Sob2)): Anyways itsokayy, Luckly my bf came to the rescue and cheer my dayy upp, YAY!!(: hehehee. went to sim lim, i bought two coloured earpiece ((: Pink and green(: so CHEAP!! hahaa. its worth it ! two earpiece is for $$10.00 SG !!! :DD hehee, i want to save moneyy :) thts why i buy cheap2 things(picture above) ((: Then we headed to bugis, bfie bought a sleeveless shirt and a couple watch ! ((: (picture above) then dearest love present me the watch, so sweet.. kan3?? ((: whee! thks honey!!((: i promise not to lose the watch okayy?? hehhEEeee! then we headed to peninsula to buy hys soccer stuff, waahh !! so many ppl tdyy !! (FAKE) then i saw this fortune teller shop. superr creepyy okehh.. got smoky2 thing comes out frm the shop .. all i can say is CREEPY! then bfie bought clothes after clothes at penin .. AmBOOOoooiii!!! shopping seyy maknenekushh!! ((: heeeheehee!!! theennn2 we go to funan (: wahh my legs wants to break alrdy!! hehheee((: wanted to eat at KFC . Heard abt the new promotion, thought wanna give a try(actually im craving for Fried chicken!) unfortunately the restaurant is crowded and no available seats!! aww.. )): then no choice go Mac's . WHeee ~ LUCKLY mac's got plenty of AVAILABLE seats((: so i order Mac Spicy!!!! HEHEHE! :DD OISHI!!! gagagagahh! ((: then bfie sent me home, and he head to marina to join hys fwens .. i wanted to go BUT i can't go home late . ): must follow rules aftr rules .. Grrrhh ! anyways im haappy tht im at home(: NO WORRIES ((: got free food and drinks!! YAHOOO! kehh i wanna go and enjoy my sleep while he enjoy at marina ! ((:

Assalamu'alaikum!! :DDDDDDDDDDD

We stick together and help each other like best friends do "D

2009-07-17T07:17:00.004-05:00

This pic was being cam-whored by us on the 16.07.09 . Updated late cause i am lazy and tired .. hehee ! ")) We were actually cam-whoring in de toilet and in class. lucky they agree to cam-whored. YAY!! :)) Was HELL lots of funn !! afta sch headed to Gombak, and cam-whored too ! bthen dydy came to my crib to play de hotel626, haha. HORRYFIYING game! (fake), so not scray. we ended up laughing our ass off . haha! im a lil pissed today . my dad gave me money , then he took it back . Grr ! if yu wanna give smthing, jst give uhq! im so pissed if smeone wants to give smthing to yu and then took it back . Might as well don't give . Urghh ,, PISSED PISSED PISSED ! anyways i've lost de most precious thing in my life . which is my ring frm bby.. :( imma dead donkeyy .. well im glad his not mad :)) he says we gonna get a ring :)) YAY!! love yu bby 4r being patient and undrstanding(at times) . Tdy, smeone called me and ask me out tmrw ! I thought she forgot abt me since she styed so far now .. IMISSYU BIG-mama!!! :((

Love like oxygen :DD

2009-07-14T23:36:00.004-05:00

Hello im feeling so beylohh !

Hee haa hoo ! i jst finished dwnloading sngs in my ipod . It took me mths to rmbr how to dwnload sngs ! im so Short-Term-Memory (STM) ! heheheeh! :D Anyways im so bored at home , woke up late again .. haiyaakk! im missing love .. baaaahh .. met him ytd . YAY!! :DD we went to cck to eat hawt waffle w ice-cream scoops. ((: yummy ! heehaahooooo ! miss my silly boy ")) yes2 tom is our 7mths bby (: yu make everyday special to me, i wish tht my prnts get to knw with yurs and and no more probs ehh2 ?? (: Wheeeee ! hehehehe. im boredd .. ahhhh . hmph .. )): haha. im gonna watch sme korean drama's XD xoxo.

assalamua'laikum

THANKS FOR YESTERDAY,TODAY AND TOMORROW

2009-07-11T10:11:00.013-05:00

HELLO, OLAA, ASALAMU'ALIKUM, MOSHI-MOSHI, SAWADIKAAA ..

haha,im so retarded. Well i got bad news and good newss, soo the bad news is .. im tired and very sleepy. The good news is ... im forcing myself to blog as i want to share smthing interesting tht happend to me today !!! :DDDDD Hahahaha. im so retarded. xoxo(:

Lets start with ytd(:

okay, a quick recap abt ytd.

ytd i din't went to sch as i got two days of mc "SMILE" then dydy n bby faz went to my crib's to meet me(: sweet kan?? hehe! then we order MAC'S (YUMMY!!!) watch DVD ghost story and the DVD so DUMB laa not even scary ..! So we decided to visit our old hotspot. (206) [ppl frm LSF i think yu knw wht is tht means .. ] Otw ... we saw a dead street soccer and dead(202) , its not really dead but got nobody thts why its DEAD. and its like the first tyme after few mths we have step not in the area . yup, thing change real fast .. then saw shawal sister and ask her help buy SKL . then we headed to jelapang to visit arie . But unfortunately we din't get a chance to mit as he was not there .. Then sent bby faz at bangkit lrt as its almost 10 plus .. then sent dydy at 700 bus stp .. while waiting for de bus .. finally dydy agree to cam whore with me ! (: YAY!! (((:

Pictures here(:

Okay today,

morning woke up like usuall , then karaoke and eat breakfast . then get rdy , and headed to bby hse . Then eat again, eat kueh his mum sis make ... nice2 (: then for the first tyme my eyes really fell on hym .. his hair looks super hawt today .. soo HAWT! btw , bby gain weight!! yes ahhh !!!!! hahaha. then we headed to tiong body shop to buy present for his sister b'day which is today. Then meet his aunt at at the same shop as his aunt work there ... then we buy some cakes to eat, bby choose the chocalate cake . so after eating .. (this part is funny) he smile so widely not noticing there are chocalates melts all over his mouth and teeth .. hahaha omg . the look on his face is soo cutee !! Grrr-am ! hehehe! (: then we headed to changi beach to meet the rest .. so we stop at tamp interchange and almost got lost as bby forget what bus to take .. then check2 the bus number is rite infront of us! hahaha! then when we reached ... we almost got lost again .. we walk foward and backward of the chagi beach path ... still cannot find his fam .. and guess what we got caught in the rain .. Heavy pulak tuhh .. huak3 (: but gereeek yu knw (: so we headed to a near by shelter, haha. then the wind blow so strong then bby offer me his t-shirt to cover me .. then i say no thks , yu jst wear .. then he say nope dun wry abt me, yu jst put over yur shoulder im afraid yu might catch a cold .. aww sweetkan ? hehehe,, then after a few mins the rain stops and then we continue searching for his fam , and finally found .. then greet his mum, dad, sis, and all his cousin .. omg soo paiseyy (: ( apple malu apple malu) hehehe. then his fam all so nice ask me to eat then the uncle and aunty and even his sister says if arie naughty2 i can report to them (: wahhh hahaha, nehh im not gonna take the oppotunity yet ... hahahaha! jkjkjkjkj! haha. then eat durian, bee hoon,chiken wings, kueh2, satay, alot more ... then sadly i need to go hme cause we reach like about 7,then wait for the rain all alrady 8pm then eat2 cut cake all 9pm, then the journey baxk hme like 2 hours and my curfew is like 11pm .. so yup2 then to my suprise arie dad blanja me taxi fare back home! WAHH!!! haha , then arie sent me home by cab .. then he sent me right infront of my door for the FIRST TIME! ahahah! Then he whisper in my ears saying good nite my dear and i love you and gave light kisses on my forehead :DD WHEEE ... hehehe. until now i can feel his kisses on my forhead .. haha okok im retarded... well thts all i have for today ..

ohh before i go .. i jst wanna thank god for everything .. for making things much easier for me and him .. for everything yup2:D okay love myself good nite . i hope tmrw would be a better day (:

Assalamu'alaikum (peace be upon yuuu ) :DDDDDDDDD

THE VIDEO OF ARIE SISTER B'DAY !

PRESENTING KAK MAHLA .

Assalamu'alaikum

Heart Failure ...

2009-07-09T22:17:00.005-05:00

hello (: its 10.30 now and guess what , im badly ill .. )): im sick since i cme bck frm hme on wednesday aftr my N' level oral exam ... ): so suuuway ): im feeling mch better tday than ytd (: i have high fever , my lips and my throat is super dry , even if i drink gallons of water its still dry, now im having very bad flu and non-stop headahce.. ): i went to de doctor ytd ... took my temp (38.7) then have to wear de stupid mask ): ppl stare at me like as if i got diesease , so sad )): then doctor say if my temp goes higher within 3 days i must go hospital !! haiyakk .. i dun wanna go hospital ): im alrdy keeping a distance away frm sch, i dun want to keep a distance away frm home .. )): well at least i got two days mc (: two days ONLY .. ! hehhee. im bored at hme, can't go out, i miss sch ,, miss my friends .. i want to go to sch )): Sch is fun! (: i miss those fun i used to have with my bestfriends ): now i have to pray tht i ll get well soon , okay im going now .. need to take my medicine, as i have to finished up my antibiotics course .. ): i ll blog soon kay ... can't wait to go sch on monday!! yay! (:

My life is just tearing me apart frm yu ...

Assalamu'alaikum (:

2009-07-08T06:05:00.006-05:00

Hello(: now is 7.08pm .. im at hme, like usual no ne is at hme . No food, mum nvr cook . so hungryy ): i can't believe what yu've done to me, all is left now is memorise, all this Months, Weeks and days of loving yu was jst a waste of tyme.. i've nvr hurt yu throuhout this relationshp. yuv humiliated me infront of yur friends and public .. Not only tht yu'v hurt my feelings towards yu .. smtimes i dun undrstand y yu say I LOVE YU when everything was jst an act? I 've jst realise tht its my mistake .. my mistake of falling in love with yu .. Yes , i said tht is bcause yuv been controlling my life, kept pushing all the problems tht yuv done to me for 6 mths 3 weeks and one day.. and i nvr complained but tday im standing up for my own rights as i've found out tht yuv nvr changed and yur jst a COWARD who lives behind all these lies .. ' LOVE 'yu for doing this to me.. thks (: Baby watch me, im moving on to better future w/o yu ... aarhh .. im superr stress! )): ( pull my hair) got lots to think abt, my n' level are jst arnd de corner n im not prepared ! My maths im way farr behind.. im not tht good in calculating .. I got 3months to N' level written exam! RUSHH !!! All i can do now is to pray tht i pass .. btw talking abt n' level, today i sit for my N' level oral exam. Guess what i was soo nervous until the nature call me in an emergency! haiyaak , the conversation was okayy, but de examinor kept Noding his head .. like head-bangerr! hahaha, was soo nervous .. as im afraid i did badly, haiyaakk . At least i tried my best , ((: hope i pass(: Ohh, tom sch finish so late ! at 2.25): im soo lazyy to get my ass up early in de morning .. ): well im feeling hungry now .. im gg to get smthing to eat (:

^_^ Wheee ~

2009-07-05T07:26:00.006-05:00

Love is Strange XD

Okay hello! haha, this picture is taken ytd ((: hee haa . thts bby n me at segar lrt. like normal days , baby fecth me at pending . Plan to go town but its getting dawn .. plan to eat at greenridge then bby toes were swollen as he was wearing a shoe tht is not his size (so cute) :P then waited for him dwn his block while waiting for hym to change hys shoes .. then a couple of mins he came down and smiled at me as if his being HAPPILY possesed ! So i ask him wht happen?? he said his mum invite me to his home as his mum prepared me lunch , I FREAK OUT ! serious , i told hym i was soo maluu .. and im not rdy to meet hys mum .. he drag, beg , pleaded me to meet hys mum as his mum prepared lunch for me and she wants to meet me! (apple malu apple maluu) then entah mcm manerr kn i go and meet hys mum .. as his mum. if i never go ltr his mum thinks im sombong .. so yearp , i was at the lift and he went in hse leaving me .. then i was looking at the lift reflection as my hair was messy , suddenly smebdy say .. yu apple? jgn malu2 masok jerr .. it was his SISTER! omg soo paiseyy , hehhe. inside my head was , arie im gonna SMACK yu for leavin me outside yur hse literally ! Then greet de sis n hys mum .. hys dad werking. wahh, when i step in hys hse everything was neat,clean,and comfy(: hys hse is quite big for a four room flat .. can play football (: Then his mum sound me , she say dun be shyy .. and she ask me to sit down .. then she serve me mango water and bubur azura ... (: nice ! then baby was like so happy bcause i get to meet his mum , meaning less problem for de bth of us((: nxt is my mum ,, hoping my mum grants my wish of meeting my love (: i hope , i wish , i pray tht my prnts n his prnts agree with de bth of us ((: IM SO HYPERR(:

TODAY!

today went to nenek hse and meet my scandal asyraf .. hahaha no lahh fake onli, this picture above is asyraf(: one yr plus cutekn2? went nenek hse cause got kenduri (prayers for de dead) his so adorable ! Yay! i managed to get a kiss frm hym ! His very friendly , he dosen't cry tht mch (: thts wht i like abt kids .. Played with him , and he laugh alot .. ^_^

ASsALAMU'ALAIKUM .

what a difference a day made ...

2009-07-03T11:25:00.008-05:00

Hi, now is 12.30 am. pheww so tiredd ..

sch today was funn!(: cause got my fav subject((: (science) hee hee, learn abt LED abt sme electrons stuff, we have to experiment2 de circuit. -.- then my group kne experiment a buzzer.. and i was happily enjoying playing with the buzzer ((: then bby faza say so noisy, last2 dier punn maen nan buzzer tuhh! hee hee hee((: so funneh!! then guess wht the missing mystery of my photo in the class was finally been found in de teachers drawer .. tsk2, mauh ambil gambar gueh ambil aja, skurang2 nya tinggalin frame gueh aja ya .. ((: ^_^ okay skip2 , then had art at de last period, my fav subject(: then finished sch(: then nenek, adk kecik, dydy, bby faz, me we all went to T.B to company nenek cut her hair .. haha vualahh .. she look gorgeous (: (the pics are up loaded above) then had to rush hme as i have to meet BIG mama! (finally met her) to catch de transformer movie(: as she got fwee tickets((: goshh , Megan Fox is so gorgeous plus fabulous ! (: she got de barbie doll look , soo pweetie (: anyways de transformer movie is super duper ultra nice!! (: then meet our moms at youth park to eat at de kopitiam .. wahh aunty jenn really lose quite a lot of weight .. so yehh then chat chat, laugh laugh, then sad sad cause we got to head home as its hard to get a cab .. especially at orchard! i jst like de new system when yu wave for de taxi they put on the light above busy when there no one insde, and when yu call for cab like one million will appear green .. aiyerr! okayy , until here . . im soo sleepyy gOoood nites .

P.S. turning those memorise into the past .. im moving on .

assalamu'alaikum

Living in a life with full of lies ..

2009-07-02T07:06:00.006-05:00

hi, its 9.15 pm now and im feeling so heartless. Love for me is just blind now, its no point of living in a life filled with lies . My tyme for yu is just short, nobody can live forever .. to whom it may concern , apple try in evryways to get this relationship closer, stronger, and happiness but it seems yu refuse .. i knw yu dun care abt me n how i feel it dosent matter to me. i knw im not de perfect one for yu, bt how long must this go on? How long do yu want me to live in this life w full of lies? i knw yu enjoy wtching me suffer , like they say love need sacrifices, yehh and it means sacrifice yur last tears for them . urghh .. ): yu put my love on a shelf . i wish, i hope, i pray tht i don't need to go through this stupid feeling. evry beat, evry second , evry moment , evry breath i take, all i did was jst thking of yu .. i guess im jst feeling insecure in this lifeless love , it never seem breathing .. ever since yu change, the world change, my life change .. my life is short. Bfore anything happend to me i jst wanna let yu knw tht yu mean th most to me, and my love for yu has nvr faded .. Fate brought us together, im gonna treasure every moment we had together and i 4mish yu tht, even though we are far apart i will bring this memorise with me where ever i go .. i love yu, forever and always ..

well thts all i have to say for today, i hope tht tom would jst be a better day for me ..

assalamu'alaikum (peace be upon yu)

10.10 PM (:

2009-06-22T09:09:00.004-05:00

Todayy , met my dearest dearest boyfie! ((: Im so happy! ((: we went to causeway point to buy some food at pasar mlm for his mum(: soo we go and walk2 around causeway point first .. then guess wht .. i saw AMIN ! hahaha, with a girl .. *Whoots* hehe. then we headed to our fav spot .. ARCADE !!! haha. boyfie played Racing Games and this Pilot thing .. where yu have to fly an Aeroplane .. hahaha(: He managed to fly and landed the plane SAFELY :D HAHAHAHA . Then we go and buy the food and headed bck to bp, and guess who i saw .. IZAD ! hahaha, with a girl .. ): haha. he was riding a bike and the girl sit behind .. haha. Then boyfie sent me hme . Then about few hrs ltr .. met my mum n godpa at petir road for dinner, and headed to met my father ! :DD Then mummy n me was watching this video THE FAST N FURIOUS 4 .. half way a LIZARD drop on the dvd set ! Mummy n me shout at the top of our lungs!! OMG, super GROSS !!! I HATEE LIZARDS !!! EEEIKKKK !! then daddy went to kill it .. YAY! VICTORY TO DADDY! :DD Pheww , luckily it does not move about the area .. EEEIKKK ! After few hrs, we headed home.. then out of nowhere SYUWID called me ! hahaha, omg . he talk like a girl .. i mean so talkative .. and a lil annoying .. haha. He was like entertaining himself for ONE HOUR! just imagine for ONE HOUR he talk non-stop .. luckily my batt was low and it went dead .. HURRAYY !! haha im evil rite? haha, thts me :D okayy thts all i have for todayy ... (:

TO BE CONTINUED ... nyaahahahhahaha ~

Assalamu'alaikum~

Its just the same me .

2009-06-19T11:18:00.003-05:00

Hello .. I had a smile on my face today(: Went out with desiree, gjp and thanusha to bussorah street for a gig. Unfortunetly geraldine tan could'nt attend. ): It was desiree bro's band on stage. Well it turn out to be a rocking performance . Great start was the enter sandman , follow up by redhotchillipep's, iron maiden,metallica, bon jovi and a lil more .. aftr the gig my ears when deaf for a few mins due to the sound impact .. So we gather up outside , and at tht moment we had an empty stomach so decided to go and eat at zam zam(: Had an unenjoyable Nasi Briyani. Then we go and adventure at haji lane. The first thing i saw was shee-shaa! i really wanted to try them badly(: but sadly we didn't bring enough money .. so post-pone ... then we walk to bugis street and check out the new shopping centre. The escalator was damn long ... it took me about 4 mins to get up to the fourth floor . Then we went to then arcade, theres this game called Harvely Davidson. I find its a nice racing game(: Then took a cab to bras basah to meet my mum.. Ohh there is smthing else i want to sayy .. I would like to apologise to the people whom recently been with me or contacting me. Im sry if i didn't rly entertain yu guys .. i don't really knw whts happening to me nowadaes but i will still keep trying to stop having this dead feeling in me.. the reason i didn't rly update mch bcause my life now is dead, and theres nothing for me to update abt . i hpe yu guys undrstnd .. Thankiew and have a nice day (: (This will not be my last blog) Assalamua'laikum ~

Couple dayy Out ! :D

2009-06-11T09:13:00.003-05:00

hello peeps! :D

ahh ..

i jst finished taking my bath , feeling so refreshing as ever !! :D

gosh .. the wheather is really killing me ! soo hott!!

until i drank two bottle of cold mineral water !!!

okayy .. today is soo funn :DD

Went out with bby and his friends to henderson waves im not sure if i spelled it right .. ?

haha.

The stairs to henderson waves is damn high its like 7 to 8 story high ! Imagine we climb all the way high up and was already exausted ! Then we walk along to find an empty spot and encounter some typical minah n mats .. they we're doing the typical thing which i dun wish to talk abt .. so bck to the story ..

The wheather was so hot until i crave for water badly .. but one thing i admire was the scenery .. really nice and its more romantic at night so yu wont feel the heat of the sun !

haha, then we chill for awhile and then alang cannot stop making jokes and zee cannot stop making funny faces .. hehehe! and arie cannot stop acting like a bapok ! hahahaha! Then the couples2 were romand2 then i and arie like normal 'vain' take pictures and we enjoy the scenary and the heat of course ! .. then got a catwalk modeling .. hahaha . jst guys .. Total i had real great funn ! :D Then finally decided to continue our journey to mount faber .. then we walk and walk then we ended up at the cable car station .. finally the moment tht i've been waiting for was the water! ahh .. taste the greatness of cold water! :D Then we saw the cable car couple's candlelight dinner so romantic but the price is not .. $38 per couple smemore pay by nett .. -.-

hee .. after tht headed to vivo .. bought long john silver and ate at roof top .. then we chat and chat like mak nenek then headed hme .. now im all exausted and very tired .. i'll try to take the photos frm arie ,, kk gtg. nites ! :)

my love for you has never faded ♥

2009-06-08T06:23:00.010-05:00

HAPPY 17th ANNIEVESARY DADDY & MUMMY! ♥

This picture was actually taken on my parents annie' on de 06.06.09 . Was updated late as i was tired to update the blogg . huhu . Niways im gonna tell yu wht happen on tht day ok ? okeh , the story goes like this .. on tht day morning i meet my prnts at bpp , Happen on tht day was my uncle burthdayy so we go jp to buy his present .. so last minute .. then my dad wanted to buy for him a display set so we walk n walk up and down the shopping centre (haha like cartoon) as we only got 1 hr plus left as there will be a surprise party .. So in de end my mum decided to buy for hym collar shirts .. so yehh, we headed to uncle's hse .. the whole family was there . so time to wait for uncle to cme hme,, then had a surprise party ... eat, play electric guitar and play games .. soo fun thenn not forgetting we had cutting cakes (: im so happy to see my parents so sweet the whole dayy .. infact everytime .. if only i and arie like tht .. yu law kiterr punyerr anni must be nicerr then my prnts ehh ??! hehehe jkjkjk .. then open present .. (: headed to hme! (:

2009-06-05T08:01:00.005-05:00

Fuji-Apple and Abu Gf (winks)

Aunty Geral and Fuji-Apple (winks)

HELLOHELLO!

hee. okeyy to this two preety babe beside me in the pic above are my darl's. i would like to thank them for hearing me out when i need them, they never fail to put a smile on my face. ily!!

im felling TERRIBLE! ))...........:

2009-05-31T20:57:00.003-05:00

TODAYY IS HIJRI BIRTHDAY ! OMG! im stuck at HOME!!

My Father does nt allow me to go out .. and my Mother does not want to give me money! Urghh!!
im so fedupp!! Whatever they ask me to do i alrdy did. When i ask a small favour look until like this yu knw ? haizz i really feel very sad. we plan to go out todayy , somemore his special dayy .. )): why cn't they jst understand my feelings ? haizz .. i give up, no no i cn't give upp .. im blank .. ytd i stayed up all nite just spending my tyme thinking abt hijri (arii bby) i promise to be there for hym and now? )): haizzz)): i really miss hym its been awhile we have not met ech other ..)): i really feel lyke hugging hym .. i miss hym .. ohh noo im crying .. ))....: damn it , i think i dun feel like elaborating more ...

i'll stop here for now ...

Assalamua'laikum

MONDAY! JUNE THE 1 FIRST IN '09 ! ( 1.00 A.M)

2009-05-31T11:13:00.009-05:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUUU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUUUU,

HAAPPYYYY BIRTHDAYY TOO MD HIJRI !!!

HAAPPYY BIRTTHDAAYY TOOO

YUH !! :DD

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY TO YU LOVE !! Finally yu turn 16 :) huhu. day by day yur bcming older and im bcming younger!! :)) hehe. jkjk relaxs .. LOVEE YU ALOT!! todayy is yur special day, but did i ever tell yu .. yu make everyday special for me ? hehe. yup2 yu do! stay cute and charming kehh ?? ((:

Iwanna sayy tht im very sad as today is hys birthday and by this afternoon we are planning to spent our tyme to together bt unfortunately im TOTALLY BROKE! My ez-link is zero balance, my pp8 also zero balance, my wallet also zero ! OMG. This is my first tyme TOTALLY BROKE! My mum won't give me money, she says i've been taking alot of money frm her these feww daes )): like whuttt?!?!?!?! heylohh !! i only spent on shpping and food and shpping and food unless i spent it on alcohol then can say lurhh! Urgghhh!! soo FEDUPP!! haizz )): OMG. im sucha worse gf. no money, no honey .. haizz i really2 would like to apologise to yu dear .. i knw we plan to spent tyme together on yur special dayy bt i ruin it )): i have been spentrous this daes not even rmbr to save some money on our outing ... it's all my fault i should'nt spent so much , money really talks .... )): haizz .... buttt, the lucky thing is tht i did'nt 4get to buy yur birthday present ! :DD hee .. tht makes me happy if im in this condition rite nw i think i'll jst make yur fav dish! ((: yur macaroni soup :D homemade by me :D hahhahhahha!! heyy wait a minute thts not bad at all ?? maybe yur next birthdayy i make macaroni soup! hahahahaha! nehh jst kidding im nt tht gd in cooking ... i did cook the burger beef patty once, yu suppose to grill bt i go and fry ... hahahha my mum ate it until she got a tummy ache ! :D hahahahahahahah! XD OMG, im sucha rascal .. hahaha! (: okehh bck to my storyy ,, i still dun noe where can i go with hym tmrw with an empty pocket with flies fly out frm my wallet ... hmm well ,, let fate bring us the journey on hys special dayy uhh ? haha. okehh lahh , i still can't believe i got NO moneyy, looks like i have put on a fake smile when i see hym ..

OHH! btw i wanna say tht HAPPY SCHOOL HOLIDAYY TO ALL STUDENT's ! Have a great holiday and ENJOY yur hols wift yur love ones, dun hesitate to be friendly to yur enemies, and its never to late to say sorry to smeone or saying i love yu to yur crush or whatever yu want to do mst b nice (: bcause yu might nt knw whens the end of the world .. okehh i dun knw what im sayin cause im feeling sleepy rite nw .. hahaha! (: sorry kk, peaceez out ! Mcks!

till here , write again when im freeee :D

ASSALAMUA'LAIKUM ! XD

LAST MIN UPDATE(SORRY)

2009-05-30T13:56:00.010-05:00

My lovely class & classmate ♥
THe 4R girls i mean the one and ony 4Retarded girls ♥

Tatoo making especially for Bby Faz

The Actress

Desiree Enjoying her PIZZA

MR Dill TREAT (PIZZA) !

I would like to apologise for the last min update okeh nt to waste tyme ,

These are pictures tht are few daes bck. Was nt being update early due to busy . SORRY.

These Pic's are abt my classroom (24/7 chilling), Acting in class film, A PIZZA TREAT frm

MR DILL.

Assalamua'laikum

♥happy dayy todayy ((:

2009-05-30T12:23:00.005-05:00

just watch me eating ! muahahahah! XD

hellowello !

miss me anyone? hehe!:D today was soo funn ! bt waitt let me begin de story :D

hehe. okehh planing today want to buy present for bf with geraldine TAN , then last min she can't go .. haiyakk !

sob2 .. yu made me cry .. infact i did cried . omg shhh dun't tell anyone okayy .. so i ask desiree, BIG mama, Bby FAZ, Minn, didi, syuwana, mummy and qilahh to accompany me .. then after few mins , aqilah reply first she sayy sryy apple aqu pad geylang nan fam jln2 ...

then okehh i sabarr(patient) yu knw, then aftr few hours of waiting of the others to reply .. i cried ... i thought nobdy wants to go out cause on tom i got kenduri then the following day is bf burthday which is the day i have to give hym hys present. then its okayy im strong, suddenly desiree msg me! hehe, she say apple my mum says i can follow yu(: i smile frm one ears to another end of my ears! :D she totally make my dayy (: then we went to peninsula met her at 2.30 yts afternoon. then we bought the present .. wow so difficult to find bfie size cause hys small .. hahha ! then desiree treat me for lunch at sakura! wow so luckyy me !

FIRST TYME she treat me :D thkiew desiree i owe yu girl (:

then then we headed to bugis arnd 3 plus,on de way there met nana sanchi(; she was wearing mac's uniform so cute lurhh (: thenthen we started shopping. This i tell yu desiree can't stop shopping haha! spentrous girl . bought gifts again at Diva.:DD wooohoo loves shopping:)) Then sadly desiree need to go church .. so holy desiree .. haha!(: really enjoyed my day wift herr XD a friend who never fail(ed)to make me smile:P then i headed home. met mummy then headed to adek house to celeb her belated burthdayy!! :D soo funn! had kfc's, jokes frm daddy, then my fav part, CUT BURTHDAY CAKE!!! hehehe! its a pink tom and jerry cake. SEDAPP i tell yuu!! :DD hehe. it's been awhile i dind't met adek as she study in mlysia): so farr ehh?? she ony cme hme few mths ltr)): lamerr sehh)): anyways,,she's all grown upp now:D dahh big girl dahh (: haha! and now i ended up at home writing in blog telling all my grandmother storyy hahaha. okehh lahh now i want to slyp superb duperb tired sehh .. smemre tmrw got kenduri haiyakkk ! bnakk busyy .. ohh to my dear friends who are in cntact wift me .. want to tell yu guys tht my pp8 is low .. so yu guy(s) cant call me bt yu can text me (: anything i will beep yu bck or i jst try a way to cntct yu guy(s) ! okehh lahh i better go now or else i cnt stp talking i mean typing hahah. omg ookeh2 gdd nitezz (: write again when im fwee (:

enjoy the pic i took today(:

this is desiree we're at sakura :D THKIEW DESIREE FOR DE TREATs!

Adek Nabila & her hawt kakak XP

She was trying show me her new moves (:

Me, daddy,adek,mummy

HAPPY BALATED 11 BURTHDAYY NABILA!!

Assalamua'laikum

FUNN :)

2009-05-24T11:09:00.010-05:00

hello helo elooo !

hehehe. this pic was taken ytd. sry fur de late updating ... so busy (: heehee . okehh urmm ahh yup2 went to THE ART HOUSE AT THE OLD PARLIAMENT to watch de ' PLAY DEN ' long long story ... k make it short ... i had fun (: hahaha. short rite ?? hahaha. okeh above are all de pictures we camwhore ") enjoy XDD

mcks!

assamua'laikum !

2009-05-22T10:47:00.003-05:00

Today is A babi fallin frm de sky day!! TWO WORDS FUCK YOU ! (:

Our 5 mths together XDD

2009-05-21T09:17:00.002-05:00

sorry for the late updating ...
im feeling lazy these few days ...
i felt very sleepy eventhough i had taken enough REST . yearp .. im so weird ,, haha. anyways trying to speed up my speech abt last sat i guess ? haha cn't rmbr de date .. sooooooooooooo (Short-Term-Memory btol .. ) :D heheee this pic was taken on de 16.5.2009 ((: it was our 5 mths togetdha-getdha ((; hehee. i really enjoy going out wft hym n hys fwens. :) they're vry friendly ppl yu know ? hahaha. (: drop off at far east walk2 and eat at puncak restaurant then headed to paragon walk,chat,laugh and laugh and laugh then need to go hme cause i got curfew.(spoil de dae btol) bt i didn't end up my dae jst lyke tht(: de best thing is tht he nvr fail to make me smile n thts wht i loike abt hym ;)) hehehehehe! shhh ... lets keep it low yeh ? winks*

assalamua'laikum

P.S. not much pic's ... nyahahahhaaa XD

~LSF~ Our Heart Is Still Beating ...

2009-05-20T07:17:00.002-05:00

2009-05-14T10:45:00.003-05:00

Assalamua'laikum "D

Let's start all over again

2009-05-09T10:03:00.005-05:00

Us on a HAWT day! :)

Today was a very hawt day .. yeh VERY HAWT! went out with bby to town to buy our mother's day gift ((; hehe. Bby n i bought the same gift for our mum, its something unusual but i hpe our dearest mummy love it :)) hehe. aftr shopping, we walk2 at town then sme chinese teenagers stare at us like as if we are hawt, LOL . huahuahua ! I felt hungry so we eat at BK.( My fav Fast Food Restaurant) then Arii bully me ! He make me laugh throughout the whole meal of my whopper junior with cheese :)) hohohohO! bt i bully hym more rabakk ! until he was abt to cry .. haha padahal2 .. tht part i jst made up to sound nice :) hehe. He wanted to step angry with me bt tark menjdy2 .. n he make laugh with the silly look on hys face . har har har ! XD So we headed to Far East and saw erika, din't notice it was her until she smiled.. yerpp ... Then went to mit Arii fwens . They are very friendly .. :) Then tompok was there, heard his name so many times bt din't get a chance to see the face, so yerpp .. Then guess what i realise smthing thats very obvious ! Arii friends are all taller then hym!! so snang kter lurhh hys the cutest among .. !!hahahaha! Superb cute laa ... ! Then i got to hme early tday .. My mum lurhh potong steam lagyy haiyakk ! :(( Then Arii wanted to sent me hme then hys cming bck to town to join hys frens .. i say dun need waste of tyme i can go hme by myself .. then he gentelment he say tht its okeh yur safety is my responsibilty .. aww sweet bbykush :))

btw thxs bby for giving me a chance of taking it .. i 4mish tht i'll quit REAL soon ! , n its 4 god, my mum n yur sake yeh ?! :))

till hrq ..

Assalamua'laikum

Good N Bad News

2009-05-08T11:21:00.012-05:00

Sudu n me

blurr but nice :)

Today was fun with My Darl's, :D hehe. Met them at Bp then they buy 'lobang'.Bby Faza brought her nice piece of art work.then headed to Bpp to eat at Mac's. saw Nazri, getting dark. heehee :) Then went my hse n emma help me with my blogg. Credits to emma! Then met BIG MaMa at 225 she still look the same! gawd mish alott!! Then saw izad,remy n fandi at street soccer. They can't stop growing taller then me. hoho. Then we walk twrds to 220 to chill. haha. Then syuwana n sudu came n join us. then Izad came with hys bro's then the bdk2 cute2 also join us ... they play guitar n sing2 :)) Then we cam whore until i reallise Bby Faza isap a number of stick continuesly ! i try to stp her bt she won't listen then Bby Faza mabokk .. n she was almost being killed by a car in the middle of the rOad! luckly Emma tarikk her! Then Faza burst into tears bcause stress puyer psl. Haiyak ! Then smuerr lecture dierr . hehe. bt she masuk telinga knan kluar telingerr kiri .. Bby Faz.. Bby Faz.. i hope yu try yeh.. Then arnd 8.50 plus plus ,Bby Faza n Emma kne balikk .. :(( sent them to lrt , Then we headed to jelapang ... WARNING! DO NOT READ IF YUR NT 16 AND MATURE! Then we saw a Chinese man around his 30's n 40's talking otp he was doing the shaking the penis thingy.. under a open public block 420 fajar rd! he look inmature FREAK! then we reported to the polis .. bt in the end the man manage to escape frm the polis .. Haiyakk ! waste of time .. then continue walking to jelapang ... then some Bby Blade got really crazy .. then skip2 when we reached jelapang Bby Faza text me . She said Yur keys are with me . I got damn super panic lahh ... i ttly FREAK OUT . Then we plan to go bck home cause it's getting late ... when we reached jelapang lrt BIG MaMa realise tht her wallet is nt in her bag .. she also got FREAK OUT! Then wen bck home reallie upset ... When i reached outside my hse knock on the door fo 30 minsuntil i found out tht my dearest mother was not at home. i tried to cntct her bt line engaged. hah. thank you uhh! Then terpakserr go gombak by CAB to take my keys frm Bby Faza. Luckily the driver speed throughout the journey and it cost me 10 bucks to go n cme bck :)) reached home fought with mother n bby arii .. haiyayaiyayah! :..(( Okeh lets changed topic.. guess what im feeling superbb tired , write again when im free..

assalamua'laikum!